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Saturday, April 28, 2007
boring ukh
ello people! boring lah! so im here to talk bout sumtink stupid! FRIENDSHIP! haha..funny is it? it is just an illusion...hahaha BESTFRIENDS! haha..a person who always brighten my day,care bout me, and will never leave me...thanx !i respect hym! GIRLFRIENDS! haha..those girls who always brighten my dae, with their jokes and laughter... FRIENDS! haha..those people who i will treasure and have fun! BROTHER! haha..a guy who i will treasure the most and talk to when i have problems or BORED! i respect hym!yey! SISTER! haha..the girl who i will treasure and respect! thanx to you guys! a 'BESTFRIENDS' is someone, special when we are closest to, someone who understands and knows us inside out but likes us all the same!=) your friendship! is the most precious treasure i've found! i feel so lucky! GUDLUCK! till here, love eu, muah2, shahidah
here we go!
     ello =) IM BACK EVERYBODY! after so l0ng never update! last 3 days...i was at my uncle's place... at bedok...ok lah... oh gosh! im sick again! this time...running nose and headache... but not that bad lah... mid-year cuming...then sick! aiyo0! my uncle's place! ok arh...there's swimming p0ol! playro0m... spent my time in the playro0m... then go sunbathe! haha lyke real onlie... coz im very lazy lah... go swimming...tired lah... actually...go my uncle's place on sunday... bcoz of sumtink2... then i kept sneezing then my uncle asked me to PONTENG lah... haha..no choice i cant even open my eyes rite! so i say OK LAH! in the morning go exercise!then go swimming! cannot open my eyes sey!HOT!cannot sleep! aiyo0!so0 in the afterno0n boring ukh... decided to go to the playro0m... have fun!but keep sneezing!haiz... mid year cuming! wish eu gudluck!=) till here, love eu, muah2!=) shahidah
useless fellow!
elo =) my lyfe? it sux! no use going to skwel! rubbish! nonsence! no mood lah! where's my fren? lost! understand LOST! nowadays go to skwel... copy notes... daydream.. coz i have no mo0d to smile! no mo0d to talk... no mo0d to disturb people! its useless... going to skwel! nowadays.. im not that close to my gerlfrens! they are attached! bz wit their boyfiee... im single...! no stress! sheqin...SINGLE! yey!but then...she's bz...she had to talk to rachel every dae.. bout sumtink2... she fight wit abigail everydae... aiyo0! khatheejah? bz wit sumtink2... zulaiqah? wit her boyfiee lah... zulaiha? she's sad rite now!she lost her wallet! ravina? she's ok!but then...im not thet close to her! bestfren? i dunnoe... abang? ok arh... fyzah,wanie,izqa? ok arh... aiyo0!im sorie...do eu understand? im SORIE! forgive me lah... cannot isit? die better lah! but im not that stupid! i love my family! i won't leave them! so!can eu just forgive me? cancan? haiz.. i noe eu hate me! i noe! aiyo0! till here, shahidah =(
Sunday, April 22, 2007
pls..dun leave me
elo =) im here to tell eu guys... sumtink! NOT ALL SCARS SHOW, NOT ALL WOUNDS HEAL, SUMTIME EU CAN'T, ALWAYS SEE, THE PAIN SOMEONE FEELS! im here!to say sorie... to eu guys out there! if i have ever hurt ur feelings... im so0o sorie! DEPRESSED! im scared of losing hym! im scared of losing eu!why must eu leave me?woit! everything sux when ur gone! seriously! [#1]im scared of losing my gerlfriends! [#2]im scared of losing my bestfren! [#3]im scared of losing my abang! [#4]im scared of losing my frens! im so0orie if i have ever hurt ur feelings... i miss those days...when we are so0o rapat! talk to each other every day! laugh and laugh! now!im alone! why must this thing happen to me? please reply kaes? im so0o sorie! forgive me aites? dun leave me! coz i need eu! im learning to forgive others! so...pls forgive me! pls lah...dun leave me can? the cracks in the concrete, are just reminders, that you can fall apart, even if your strong! till here, reply kaes? love eu, toodles, shahidah =)
muah
elo =) todae skwel ok2 arh! form teacher,ms tay... never cum..3 period having fun! i walk around..disturb people.. escape class go and meet izqa talk bout sumtink... during lesson stand up then go to the back door...carik izqa... then arh..after pe was pastoral care... ms tay never cum rite...so i to0k my uniform go to the toilet wit gerlfriends! have fun in the toilet...then go to the class... i saw zul...he waved!haha.... sheqin show hym her middle finger...haha watever!then i smile lah...=) i dun have the mo0d lah actually... so...go back to the class... disturb others walk around the class... i said hello to almost everybody! pathetic?haha tink so! dennis called me crazy fellow! haha...nickname! but i had fun disturbing others...yey! mid-year exam cuming! ready?i dun tink so! till here, love eu, muackish, hug and kisses, watever lah, toodles, shahidah=)
DNT! ish being loved
 elo =) [#1]eu stole my heart and i want it back! todae skwel was ok2... ferst 3 lesson was DNT...! so i have to finished my work.. the photo holder...watever lah DONE! then i have notink to do... so walk around the class.. then arh... i saw this message... u want to noe? "ZUL LOVE SHAKILLAH" haha...hehe.. i was lyke one crazy fellow laughin... laugh and laugh... i call my gerlfrens.. they saw the msg lah... then arh my darling khatheejah... laugh and laugh! haha...pathetic rite? haha... then arh... he wrote... "NO ONE CAN TEAR US APART" hello!ekh boy..cmon lah... if eu seriously love her... dun need to vandalise the table rite? use liquid paper sey.. but..its kinda weird lah.. sheqin asked me... wat if shakilah is the one who wrote it? then i say arh...nvm arh... its up to them... just now.. izqa told me sumtink arh.... damn funny... me and sheqin laugh and laugh... izqa!aku sayang kaw! haha... she's cute... haha...funny sey.. till here, love eu, miss eu, muackish, hug and kisses, enough lah shahidah! toodles, shahidah =)
shahidah love eu!
elo =) im learning to forgive others...wokay? he is no longer a sickening guy to me... ok lah...i forgive hym lah... its up to hym to choose any gerl to be wit hym... im ok... as long as he didn't hurt my feeling that all right! wokay? phew.. my lyfe? ok2... i have.... [#1]gerlfren [#2]abang! [#3]bestfren.. [#4]frens.. [#5]family.. [#6]that guy...im starting to forgive hym lah..no comment forgive me if i have ever hurt ur feeling! to everyone that is reading my bloggy now... pls reply kaes...at my taggyboard!pls forgive me if i have ever hurt ur feeling... im so0o0o sorie! till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
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 elo =) alamak!i guess i have mad someone sad lah sey!sorie...dearie=( im so0o0o0 sorie! nvm...im gonna say sorie to hym 2 moro morning! haiz... sorie lah...=( ok..ok enough... todae ok ok arh... tired arh... gtg.. buhbye =) till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
Monday, April 16, 2007
e-dah=)
    elo =) todae was super-duper boring! online in the morning that sickening guy online! haiz...talk to hym lah... he started the conversation ferst... so talk lah... that sickening ******** bestfren tak online... nvm =) nowadays...friendster arh... BORING SEY! last nite... was damn fun! talk to bestfren on the phone... haha.. i was laughin all the way... haha...funny sey ahaha...thanx bestfren! k lah... gtg... till here, love, miss eu, muackish, shahidah [#1]find arms that will hold eu at ur weakest, eyes that willl see eu at ur ugliest, and a heart that will love eu at ur worst! then eu have found TRUE LOVE! elo =) BORING! stay at home...from morning till now! i thought of goin to skwel todae! but my mommy kept my MC... how to go to skwel without the MC... haiz...ferget it! at home... [#1]sleep.. [#2]play comp.. [#3]daydream.. [#4]eat.. YESTERDAE... was fun... bestfren!last nite was damn fun... talk to bestfren on the phone... talked bout.. [#1]that sickening fellow...********bin zailani... haha...damn funny! [#2]talk bout sumtink sumtink ... i was laughin all the way.. haha...fun! after that sleep lah! zzzzZZZZzzzz... before that kept tinking bout.. [#1]crazy gerlfren! [#2]abang! [#3]bestfren! [#4]frens! i miss them so0o0o much! that sickening fellow... arh really goin to get sumtink from me! he hurt my feeling badly...and my heart bleed non-stop! eu gonna get sumtink from me! im gonna hurt ur felling badly...and promise eu its worst! let ur heart bleed non-stop! and hope eu DIE! haha...shahidah ish so0o bad! i hate to do this to eu! but eu have hurt my feeling! [#1]whenever eu tried to hurt me,i just hurt eu even worse! sorie...i have to do that! why must eu do this to me? eu stead wit someone from other skwel, then stead wit gerl from 1TA, then eu still dare to sound me? CRAZY FELLOW...SICKENING FELLOW! eu already have 2 gerlfren... not enough is it? ish3...so0o0o sad=( im not goin to stead wit eu!never! till here, love eu, miss eu, muackish, shahidah [#golden words]eu broke my precious heart! eu sickening fellow!
hmpf=(
 elo =) [#1]scars remind us the past is real! [#2]to depressed to go on,you'll be sorry when im gone! haiz.. todae damn boring! [#1]miss my crazy gerlfren [#2]miss my abang! [#3]miss my bestfren! [#4]disturb others! [#5]make noise! todae... [#1]watch television [#2]eat... [#3]daydream.. -tink bout bestfren! -tink bout crazy gerlfren! -tink bout abang! -get well so0n -go to skwel disturb fren! shahidah has lo0se weight larh... i guess i should start to eat everyday... usually i will skip breakfast,recess never eat,lunch! sumtime i onlie eat once a day! haiz...stress lah...no mood! i guess now!start from todae! im goin to eat 3 times a dae!or more! i can't even wear the watch that mommy bought for me properly... lo0se sey...lyke one crazy fellow who wear a lo0se watch! haiz...i can wear my swizta t-shirt sey! haiz...my height 154+++++...... grow lah shahidah! shortie! huahaha! boring lah at home! till here, love eu, miss eu, muackish, to0dles, shahidah
sick =(
elo =) [#1]the hardest thing i will ever have to do... turn around and walk away pretending i don't love eu! [#2]i gave eu my love,but eu just threw it away! todae didn't go to skwel!=( miss my gerlfren! miss my bestfren! miss my abang! miss my fren! sick!=( cough....haiz... went to the clinic... get the medical cert...mc... todae and 2moro cannot go to skwel... haiz...miss my crazy gerlfren... miss everybody lah... cannot make noise inside the class... disturb fren... haiyoo... boring lah at home...=( enough bout that boring story... my mommy bought me a watch... co0l haha... nice haha... thanx mommy... but shahidah was so0 skinny... loose sey... but i love this watch... thank eu.. yesterdae abang msg me... he asked if i have prob.. hoho...thank eu! i tell hym bout this guy lah...******* bestfren!eu noe who rite? thank eu abang! i appreciate it! bestfren thank eu! thanx for everything! hehe=) till here, love eu, miss eu, muackish, toodles, shahidah
woahaha!=)
elo =) [#1]in a room full of people,you're always the ferst 1 im looking for! [#2]if eu can't get someone out of your head,maybe they're supposed to be there! todae skwel was ok2... english was 98% BORING! maths ok2... in the morning went to skwel wit gerlfren,sheqin! zulaiqah went to skwel wit her sombong boifren! action arh...ekh boi do eu noe that because of eu me and zulaiqah now tak rapat! get lost lah!i wonder why zulaiqah stead wit hym lah! [#1]action [#2]sombong! [#3]nonsence! [#4]watever! sho0 lah boy! after recess saw bestfren walking pass my class...haha! yey!haha... after skwel went to the e-shun library wit sheqin.. study lah...haha...lyke real onlie!but its true lah.. never go hockey training,,,=( i miss it....i guess i should go for hockey training on fridae... sheqin told me that she's worried bout her boifren! [#1] wish eu all the best lah gerlfren! [#2] dun be sad lah! haha...******* never cum! absent lagi lah! hiphiphorray!yey! woahaha! till here, love eu, muackish, toodles, shahidah
emotional?NO WAY!
elo=) boring lah! here we go! [#1] i can forgive , i can't forget, and i hope eu noe, you've lost my RESPECT! [#2]behind this smile, is everything, you'll never understand! [#3]you can't fix a heart once it's BROKEN! [#4]when eu left, i lost apart of me, is it so hard to BELIEVE? [#5]dun need to pretend, be yourself, not somebody else! huahaha...im just fooling around! till here, love eu, muackish, toodles, shahidah ekh people if u are reading my blog rite now! can eu answer this question?pls! at my taggyboard! * life is nothing but a lie! is it true?
ouh!LOVE?
elo =) [#1]i couldn't get to sleep last nite...cause all i could tink about is eu! todae skwel was ok2... english boring! maths was fun! huahaha.... todae skwel ends at 1.25pm... stayback wait for my gerlfren! practice for the drama...watever lah.. then sheqin told me that someone sound stead! cannot tell who lah...! then i ask her... [#1]do eu love him? [#2]does he a betrayer? [#3]do care bout him? the answer is....in her heart lah... i dunnoe wokay! then later she told me that dier dah std ngan that guy! go ahead lah...asalkan kau bahagia! then arh saw zulaiqah's boyfren! shit!that guy sombong sey! hello!im ur gerlfren's fren u noe? action onlie...i ask my fren to break up wit eu then eu noe! i still love my gerlfren!wo0kay! after skwel saw my bestfren! yey!=) the guy arh...*******! absent lah! huahaha!yey! i want a correction tape!pls! my correction tape finish sey! wokay larh...i was just fooling around! [#my golden words]LIFE IS LYKE A ROAD!KEEP WALKING AND NEVER LOOK BACK! till here, love eu, muackish shahidah
loneliness
elo =) skwel was ok2... class test 2!
geography DNT malay "litreture"(dunnoe how to spell lah!) nowadays...i felt so stress and lonely dunnoe why lah? all i want is to feel LOVED! =) eww i hate english! maths...is quite interesting! haha...this topic onlie... till here, love eu, shahidah =)
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
tears!=(
elo =)
todae skwel ends at 9.55am... when home..on comp...online.... 12.40...get ready go stadium SPORTS DAE! ok arh...fun... todae im =(! but the presence of my bestfren,abang and frens brighten my dae! after sports dae... go back wit sheqin.. i hold her hands... coz' we are damn close...GERLFREN! haha... then that guy *******.... he said me and sheqin lesbian! watever! went back... on comp... chat wit bestfren! talked and talked... then he say BYE FOR THE LAST TIME! blur lah...then i asked hym ah? then he didn't response... nvm...i understand!=) im not angry wit eu! BESTFREN! IF U'RE READING MY BLOG NOW! IM GONNA TELL EU SUMTHING! [#1]I MISS EU.. [#2]I NEED EU! [#3]UR PRECIOUS TO ME! [#4]I DUN WANT TO LOSE EU! [#5]I CARE BOUT EU! [#6]DUN BE SAD! [#7]NO MATTER WAD HAPPEN I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR EU! [#8]DUN LEAVE ME! [#9]BESTFREN FOREVER AND EVER! [#10]IM NOT ANGRY WIT EU! [#11]FORGIVE ME!IF I HAVE EVER HURT UR FEELING! abang and bestfren! i miss eu! forgive me if i have ever hurt ur feeling! need eu!=) sorie k... till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
12 April 2007
elo =) todae skwel was ok2 arh! saw bestfren todae.. bestfren!awak marah kat kiter ekh? i was lyke =( todae! no mo0d arh... but the presence of my bestfren,khatheejah,zulaiqah and sheqin make me =) yey!thanx! saw my abang todae... i had a strange feeling! dunnoe why? ......... haha...todae hairul,fyzah and izqa sang a burfdae song for me sey! *whoah* haha....=) thanx! haha... khatheejah kissed me sey! i was so0 shocked! i even shouted *argh* but tak kuat lah! hehe... i hug her at the parade square... huahaha... BESTFREN ARE EU MAD AT ME? sorie ouhk! if i have ever hurt ur feeling! im so0o sorie! im hepi to be wit eu! dun be sad ouhk? miss my bestfren! yesterdae...my bestfren send me a burfdae song...testi lah haha....im so0o0 hepi =) thanx! in the morning... my abang msg me... he said hepi burdae! yey!he remembered my burfdae! ouhk...that's lame!but im so0o hepi! shahidah hepi sey =) bestfren im so0 sorie! love eu! till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
*muacks*
elo =) todae skwel was ok ok lah! ader science and english test! difficult sey! =( i saw my bestfren...yey! hehe=) miss hym so0o much sey! maths lesson was damn fun! gerek sey! draw2.....hehe! fun! k...lah... till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah *muacks*
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
*muacks*
elo =) todae from 7.20 to 1.25pm skwel was ok lah! after that uh ader history remedial....! aiyo0..go home lah! take my history textbo0k... then go skwel again! the remedial was lyke...25 mins! waste my time onlie! after that... haha...have fun! then arh...i saw that guy*******! haha...at that time i was holding RAVINA's (she's a gerl ok?)hand! hehe...then he was lo0king at me! hehe....=p then at 3.30pm... i hug khateejah! haha... then that guy...! shouted my name sey! "shahidah!" then i was lyke so0 shocked! why he shouted my name sey? so...i lo0ked at hym... then he smile at me! ??weird lah that guy!! during recess saw my bestfren and abang! miss them so0o0 much!=) hehe! till here, love eu, muackish *muacks*
Friday, April 06, 2007
=)
elo=) todae went to skwel... very boring! saw bestfren 3 times..=) then saw my abang in the morning and after recess... nowadays...skwel was damn boring! long time never talk to bestfren and abang!! miss them so0o much! test....cumin'...i just finish my maths test! haha...difficult sey!=p to:my dearest abang,my dearest bestfren and frens! im sorie if i have ever hurt ur feeling! so0o sorie! im sincere ok? sorie ok! burfdae cumin'! but im not hepi lah! dunnoe why? to:my abang and bestfren! i miss eu so0o much! forgive me if i have ever hurt ur feeling...ok? reply back...!=) @ my taggieboard kaes! till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
bestfren
elo =) todae boring uh! talk to my bestfren skejap jer!=( bestfren!i miss ur voice lah! =( keep tinking bout eu onlie! morning till now! i want to talk to eu lah! miss eu so0o much! todae damn boring! haiz... till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
Thursday, April 05, 2007
garage sale
elo!=) todae garage sale...hoho boring! many people sey... keep tinking bout hym..sey! from morning till now!! dunnoe why? i miss hym so0o0 much! garage sale! haha...must jager the money.....hehe then i had dragon boating! wet sey... miss hym so0o0 much! tink bout hym onlie! bestfren! i keep tinking bout eu sey! miss eu so0o0 much!=) till here, love eu, muackish, shahidah
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
fun giler sey
elo =) todae skwel was fun! seriously fun! i had swimming lesson for the ferst two period! hehe... back to skwel! pastoral care! haha... we decorate the flyers.... for the garage sale! hohoho...damn fun! recess! haha... eat...tink bout hym..continue decorating the flyers! then... i had english for two period! haha... we play handman...and....SUMMARY BOUT "ANTHONY BOURDAIN"... haha....i talk and talk and talk....! yey! maths! 1 period onlie! haha...i concentrate sey! hehe...! pastoral care again! yey!play lah!decorate,talk! malay....then science.... 2pm! stayback again lah! decorate the banner! haha... i play wif the paint again! i paint my hand!hehe! i saw my dearest bestfren..yey! fun sey! my dearest bestfren! eu brighten my dae! i love it so0o0 much! thanx! i miss eu so0o0o0 much! kept tinking bout eu from mornin' till now! =) till here, love eu muackish, shahidah
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
elo=)
elo =) todae skwel was ok lah! boring uh! oh gosh! i saw that guy! my*******! seriously!feel lyke slapping hys face! irritating sey! nonsence! MY BESTFREN! yey!he brighten my dae...!thanx! love it! i keep tinking bout hym.. from morning .....assembly until now sey! dun ask me why? coz i also dunnoe lah? todae skwel ends at 1.25pm! yey! but! HAFIQ!asked me to stayback to decorate the banner for garage sale! haiyo0! but i have fun! i play wif the paint...haha.. i paint mah hand! haha! i sms my dearest bestfren! miss hym so0o much! after that! i saw that guy again! this time feel lyke kicking hym sey! he saw me but he just ignore it! eww!hu cares? BESTFREN! eu brighten my dae! i love it! thanx! yey! i miss eu so0o0o0 much! till here, love eu! muackish! shahidah,
Monday, April 02, 2007
todae!
elo =) todae skwel was ok lah! my skwel beg was damn heavy! oh no! skwel ends at 2pm ! **singing test** haha.. funnie! nonsence! i had to sing lyke a crazy fellow! hate it! luckily my bestfren entertain me....yey! thanx!appreciate it! eu brighten my dae! seriously! i miss hym so0 much! dunnoe y lah! dun ask me why! coz i also dunnoe? at skwel... keep on tinking bout hym! but its kinda fun!yey! haha! just now... i saw my *******! haha.. feel lyke slapping hys face! hate hym lah! i didn't talk to hym! hu cares? nonsence lah! =p i miss my bestfren lah! till here, muackish! love eu! shahidah
Sunday, April 01, 2007
bestfren kuz!
elo =) todae....damn boring! but.. thanx!to my dearest bestfren! he entertain me!yey! he brighten my dae! love it!thanx!=) im gonna cherish hym!yey!=) haha! friends are lyke stars, they come and go, but they are always. there for you! yey!BESTFREN FEREVER!   till here, love eu! muackish! shahidah
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