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Monday, March 30, 2009
Hello ! Well oh well , school was okehh today. There is nothing special about today . As per usual laa . I can't seem to concentrate during lessons nowadays. I get distracted very easily , watching people walking pass my classroom , watching at my classmates sleeping , thinking about unnecessary stuff like for example , that MrALLTIMELOSER & why must I think about him? Sigh , scribbling nonsense stuff on the notes , textbook and foolscap and in the end I don't understand what the teacher explained to me. Sigh . How horrible is that ? I don't like this , seriously. I don't understand myself. When will this end? Haiyoyoyo ! I' am running out of words , so shall bid goodbye . I'll be back soon and sorry for the short post . - somehow imissyou terribly. sigh ...
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Hello ! Time check : 12:49am. Uh huh . I' am still awake. Not insomnia , I just finished bathing one hour ago as we went out just now. So I' am kind of fresh right now and my itchy fingers been pleading me to update my blog since this evening. So yeah , basically I still have the mixed feeling and I really don't know what to say. Today after school , went Mac with Sheqin , Jaga , Abigail and Celestine then Ravina joined us at around 3.15pm after she finished her Hindi lesson and by then Celestine and Jaga had left us already. & I realized that I was kind of blur actually. We were actually talking about this couple. Sheqin told us that A is older than B by one year. So I was like , Ohh ! So A is older than B and that means B is younger than A laa. ( something like that ) How blur can I get? It's the same thing isn't it? Sigh shahidah. On the other hand , I' am still unsure about my feeling. You're driving me crazy , seriously. Why must I think about you , do you even think about me? I don't think so. I guess if you were to think about me or even sms me , by then pigs can SERIOUSLY fly , I tell you. HAHA . Because I guess it's so impossible for that to happen again because you're so busy with you know-i know. ( I won't say it here but my friends know what I meant ) & On the other hand , you Little Girl please stop giving me the don't-steal-my-boyfriend kind of look because I hate it. I' am so over Hott guy and I don't care about him. Well maybe it's true that LOVE IS BLIND , when I' am in love I used to think that hott guy is the Hottest Guy , which I think it's partially true . But the feeling is not so strong right now. I don't feel attracted to you and I don't feel the hugagaga-hurray-yippie kind of feeling whenever I see you in school now. HAHA . Maybe the feeling has fade away. Oh Thank God . I thought after I get over hott guy , It's totally over for me but it seems like I got another problem which is you , My one and only MrALLTIMELOSER ! Again I got many reasons why I call him that and only I know it. Okehh I guess that's my post for today , shall bid goodbye. Bye ! Michelle , if you're reading this , please don't forget to bring the picture . Thank you so much . You're the best , seriously . HAHA . && Memoory Family , in case you guys want the pictures just ask it from me because the blogger isn't working that well , I can't upload the remaining photos.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Hello ! Like what others said , life is full of ups and down and my life is like a roller coaster ride. Nowadays , I always have the mixed feeling and AGAIN thanks to MrALLTIMELOSER. Who never fail to make me feel confused. Urgh . I swear I hate this feeling. Its so frustrating , I don't understand myself . I hate myself . Seriously. Homeworks are pilling up and I so hate this. Sometimes , I don't understand teachers . Why must you give us so many homeworks? I know , its for our own good but if you give us alot of homework , we will not be able to finish up all of it and you will end up scolding us the next day and that takes up a lot of time . Okehh , what am I talking about ? Shahidah can't stop complaining. I so hate this feeling laa. Argh ! MrALLTIMELOSER ! You're driving me crazy ! I got no idea when will this shit end. Like what I told Sheqin just now , it seems like we are the only one who always think about them but they don't even think about us. Eww so heartless , super sickening. For once , let me feel happy and stop thinking about this and let YOU feel the pain. If that really happens, I guess you'll end up in Mental Hospital and Shahidah have to visit you at hospital , seeing you sitting by the window crying like one mad guy and shouting at yourself for being so ( i don't know what to say ). I know my post doesn't make sense , I ' am seriously having mixed feeling. I shall bid goodbye right now before I start talking nonsense. I MISS YOU , I HATE YOU , I MISS YOU , I HATE YOU. I' am really confused. Each time I think about you , I can feel the teddy bear running around and blur sotong butterfly flying around in my stomach ( Sheqin , kau ingat lagi? ) . You make me feel so stressed. My heart will start to beat like hell and my heart feels like popping out. I' am gonna stop this because the list will never end.
-IM OUT!-
Sunday, March 22, 2009
 Hello ! Back posting because I want to upload the remaining pictures but stupid blogger is driving me crazy. uhh! Look at the amount of pictures I could download. Sigh ! Yesterday I seriously did something stupid. Oh gosh! I feel so stupid. HAHAH! Right cousin? haha. Only cousin and MrALLTIMELOSER know what I mean. Brain wasn't working that well yesterday so that's why I did that stupid stuff. HAHA. But thanks anyway to MrALLTIMELOSER. haha. You're not a Loser after all. haha. There's a reason why I call him that , only I know the reason. HAHA. So I've learnt a good lesson , not to be so ___! HAHA . I think I gave up , I want to watch tv. Will be back again very soon to continue uploading the pictures. Bye !-MrALLTIMELOSER , you make me confused AGAIN.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
  
          As promised , today I wanted to upload all the pictures but stupid blogger take so long to upload the pictures and only 10 appeared. Stupid ! Anyway , I'll come back again later to upload the pictures. Stay tune. ha ha. MrALLTIMELOSER , is driving me crazy and I' am still confused ! I need to ask MrALLTIMELOSER something , will be back later . DAaaaaa! -IM OUT!-
Monday, March 16, 2009
Hello ! The rain has finally stopped , sisters and the rest went swimming and left mummy , uncle and I in this room. I wanted to sleep after the barbecue but since uncle is already on the bed so I have no choice but to use the laptop. I just don't feel like swimming , so troublesome and I' am just plain lazy . Anyway , I already swim this morning and there was this fellow who kept on following and looking at me. He is such a pain in the ass. I got no freaking idea what he want from me and in the end he left the place. HAHA ! You crapshit. Ohh I' am so bored , I want to sit outside but opposite our chalet there are 3 guys playing guitar. So kind of awkward if I were to sit outside right? But one of them is kind of hott but the great part is I' am not interested at all. I was hoping to see number seven guy . HAHAHA ! JOKING. Okehh , enough of blabbering , I want to explore the place. So yeah that's my post for the day. - IM OUT !-
Friday, March 13, 2009
Hello ! Finally , it's Friday ! Well school was okehh except for sports heats which I swear I regret going there because it was so boring like hell ! Enough about that , I feel so hurt thinking about it. Anyway , teachers gave us a lot of homework , like as if we are having half a year holiday. Like shit right? We have to come back to school for some pathetic remedials . Might as well don't give us holidays. Sigh . Anyway I boarded bus 965 to Yishun Stadium and I saw this cute baby. Aww so cute and I just love to look at her/him. So cute , so adorable , so endearing , so adorable , so lovable , so sweet , so lovely , so appealing , so engaging , so delightful , so dear , so darling , so winning , so winsome , so attractive and so pretty/handsome. I so love babies , they are so cute. See baby , I compliment you. hahah. lame right? i know. I got nothing more to say. So good bye people (:
Monday, March 09, 2009
Hello ! Second post , uh huh. Basically I' am so bored right now and I can't stop thinking about number seven guy. He so hott. Maybe his presence can help me to get over hott guy. Even Sheqin agrees that he is so hott. Coincidently , there were this guys from the same team , jersey number eight and a chinese guy from other team who looked kind of same as the jersey number seven guy. Three of them looked so hott but shahidah prefer jersey number seven. haha . Sheqin , what makes you think that jersey number eight is more of my type? haha. I LIKE number seven . You can have the jersey number eight guy. I won't disturb you. haha. He so hott ! akuhh sukerhh.. Enough about that guy , I shall stop talking about him before I go crazy. Anyway , I' am sure my backbone will cry tomorrow , my school bag is so heavy. Crying. Pity my backbone , so sad right? haha. Okehh lorhh, shall bid goodbye right now. Bye (: -IM OUT !-
Hello ! -screams. Anyway I didn't attend school today because my body is aching like nobody's business , I' am not feeling well and also my left eye hurts again. Enough about that , yesterday's game was okay and I met new hott guy. Sheqin ! He's hott right? i know , i know. I swear , he's hott , oh i LIKE him. Excuse me , LIKE ! NOT LOVE . understand? I don't fall in love that easily. I guess I'll be back to school tomorrow if my body is not aching anymore. My leg all the way to my waist , hurts terribly. I shall end my post here before I start to talk nonsense. I LIKE that guy , jersey number SEVEN ! - he is F's friend actually. aww.. -my backbone is being sucha pain in the ass . PAIN , PAIN !
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Hello ! woke up early today , uh huh , I did attend the floorball training , self-training actually but Miss Jannah was there to supervise us. The game with boys was fun and tiring . They were so fast and energetic. But very fun though.. Tomorrow I have game at Tampines CC. I have to wake up early again. What a tiring weekend huh? sigh. Actually I have no idea what to blog about. So shall end my post here. I won't be able to post tomorrow. I'll be away for a few days and will be back when ever I' am free. So take care people and have a nice day. -IM OUT !-
Friday, March 06, 2009
Hello ! well oh well people , shahidaah is back ! Anyone miss me ? haha . Lame I know. Imma happy kid today because COMMON TEST IS OVER ! YES IT'S OVER ! Today had pure biology and geography elective paper. Pure biology was god damn difficult. Despite spending so much time , revising for that freaking paper , I could not be able to finish up the paper and do it properly. 30 minutes for biology is totally what ever. I' am so not happy with the paper. I memorized the definition for enzymes, monosaccharides and some other stuff and none of it was tested. Nonsense right? It seems like I got no chance to pass my biology paper and because of that freaking subject , I did not managed to study properly for geography elective. Therefore, I had a hard time answering the last question. But I remembered how to draw the annotated diagram only. Hopefully teacher will give some marks for that. Pray hard. Anyway , they shouldn't let us sit for geography and biology paper on the same day. That's totally unfair. We have to memorize a lot of things. My poor brain is suffering. I tried to squeeze the juice out of my brain while doing the papers but too bad , i've run out of juice. hahaha. I know it doesn't make sense because only shahidaah understands. Anyway , I shall bid goodbye right now. So good bye people and have a nice day ! -IM OUT !-
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
 Hello . Well I did attend school today even though I don't feel like going to school this morning. Common test everyday , seriously it's driving me crazy. I have to memorize a lot of things. I got 4 more papers to go. POA , Physics , Pure Biology and Elective Geography. Argh ! School is driving me crazy and my school bag is killing me. I don't want Biology. I don't want ! This subject makes me go mad. I don't like ! Anyway I watched national something something just now. Something about sports and tournaments and I saw Mr Alltimeloser ! I was so shocked , seriously. Haha . Long time never see him. HAHA . Okehh enough about that Alltimeloser. It's already 9.11pm and I have school tomorrow. So I shall bid goodbye right now because I' am running out of ideas on what to post about. So Bye (:
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Hello ! I finally succeed to change the blogskin. Hurray but there are some problems with the easycounter. urgh. But who cares about that thing. Anyway had maths and chemistry paper today. Maths was god damn difficult. Sigh. I don't know when maths will be easy for me. I feel so tired right now but I can't sleep because I already have my sleep in the afternoon. School was okehh today. Recess was funny , it seems like many people have issues with me. Firstly it was the upper sec girl who give me the freaky look , then it was annabelle who kept on saying i' am history student , then there's someone who called my name but i don't know who. The rest I forgot. & tomorrow there' s social studies and malay common test . I don't have the senarai peribahasa. Too bad laa. There's Mass Run tomorrow. -Scream ! So I guess I shall end my post here. I should sleep right now. Good night ! Hello! Basically i'll be posting about "Freedom Writers" . Something got to do with Values Education. I've been watching this movie for the past few weeks. Freedom Writers is a very nice and exciting movie. I really love watching this movie , but I do not understand some parts of the story . I admire Miss G, the teacher in this movie. She is so understanding , patient , caring and helpful. Even though she really do have lots of difficulties handling the students at first but she managed to overcome the obstacles and managed to help the students by helping and motivating them in many ways. She sacrificed a lot of things just for the sake of the students . Overall the movie is very exciting . However , I dislike the ending. The ending is too short and not exciting at all. In the end , Miss G divorced with her husband and she suceed in her career as a teacher. So basically that's my post for today. labels : Values Education(:
Sunday, March 01, 2009
 Hello ! well oh well. I had a wonderful Sunday . haha . Because I finally got what I have been yearning for . Thank god. Anyway , had my heavy breakfast , Mee Bandung and Chocolate Shake. After which , my throat hurts big time . Thanks to the super spicy chicken and the wonderful chocolate shake. Anyway , thanks daddy for the you know-i know-mummy knows too. I get to buy something using that money . Yeah ! Anyboo , look at the picture above . Uh huh I' am angry at someone right now. & You better stop this freaking nonsense & spare some thoughts for me. But since I' am quite happy today so i'll let you off because I' am currently in love with WonderMan. AuntRadiah know who. Kan kan ? haha. I got a crush on you. So I guess I shall bid bye bye right now. I need to get some rest . Good day humans(: - hott guy is history . hopefully (:
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