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Saturday, December 27, 2008

 Okehh this is my dearest adekk. I swear I love her alott. I' am glad she is my adek. She rock to the core , she is the one who has been going through think & thin with me for all this while. We do share secrets and she understand me. She is always there when I need her & I'll cherish her . Whenever I 'am down , she will be the one who will cheer me up. Kakak love you adekk(: I'll cherish and take care of you. Do text or call me if you need my help. Do forgive me if I have ever hurt your feelings kehh ? Let's start over a new leaf & what ever happens, you will still be my adek. I treat you like how I treat my own sister. Trust me you are better than hott guy. HAHA ! Okehh , I shall end my post here. So boys don't disturb or irritate her or you'll find yourself in the middle of the atlantic ocean. K lame. HAHA . Take good care of yourself adekk & I swear I love you.



hello. so everybody please ignore my previous post cause it just sucks like how i feel the other time. Anyway I've decided to forgive that person and move on. So no offense ahh. Okehh yesterday was a blast. We got 100 % wet at Marina Barrage. HAHA. People were all looking at us. We played with the water like as if we were in the swimming pool. Okehh we didn't swim for your info. I'll elaborate more when i've upload the pictures. There's alot so i'll pick the nice and funny ones. Okehh? AND YOU BETTER TAG AFTER READING. AHAH ! Okehh hopefully my date with fytriaabby is not cancel. I want to watch twilight this tuesday and camwhore all day long. Okehh adek? So you better make yourself free on that day. (: Let's have fun because school gonna reopen soon. Anyway I do miss alot of things. Let me list down.

1. I miss holidays.
2. I miss Beats & Break.
3. I miss yesterday.
4. I miss high school musical 3.
5. I miss my MEMOOOOORY FAMILY.
6. I miss Fytriaa.
7. I miss hott guy.
8. I miss my 2008 classmates.
9. I miss outings with family.
10. I miss the past.
11. I miss Asrina.
12. I miss my friends.
13. I miss everything that can make me smile.
14. I miss my old hair.
& there's more actually.
The most important thing is I DON'T MISS SCHOOL. HAHAHAH!

i'll update once I got all the pictures. Bye(:


Thursday, December 25, 2008

2nd post for today. I know.
I' am so angry! urgh. Stupid liar . I regret telling you everything about A because in the end I' am still here waiting for A but you , haishh speechless. I know you guys dont understand a single thing what am I actually talking about because I purposely say it this way. So siape mkn cili dier terase pedas ahh . argh ! you sickening fellow , irritating dumbo , crazy girl. ahh! I don't know why am I so angry till I have the guts to say all this words to you. 

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE ! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVR AGAIN & SAY GOODBYE TO MR ALLTIMELOSER WHO PROMISED LOTS OF THINGS BUT IN THE END ALL THE PROMISES END UP IN THE RUBBISH BIN. SHITT YOU ! NO MORE YOU IN ME. GO AHEAD & DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT  AND I'LL MAKE SURE I WON'T LIKE YOU ANYMORE. NEVER . HOPEFULLY THIS TIME I CAN GET OVER YOU. I HOPE SO.




*wave hand* 
sometimes when people say that they will always be by my side when i need them. They are actually lying. That phrase seriously cannot be trusted. I' am sick of it. Many said that but when I need them , they are not there for me. Lots of things twirling in my mind , people might think I do not have a problem but I do have a problem. I wish I have a family that is free from any illness but sadly No , I have to accept what Allah had given me. I' am just sick of all this thing. Allah! Please help me. ahh enough of complaining. 

All I can do now is to accept what Allah has given me and pray that Allah will always be by my side. Those who had promised me that they will always be there for me are all gone. To them promises ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. Stupid liars. I think they really do enjoy playing with my heart. Giving me false hope. If you think you can't keep on to your promises then don't promise me anything. People seriously cannot be trusted 100 % .

Enough of blabbering . There's no use wasting my effort / energy / electricity & whatsoever because I' am sure the result will still be the same & no cares also right? So good day people.


Tuesday, December 23, 2008


Macam Happy Family. HAHA !
Us with Aunty &Uncle.
Family photo (: Not complete.
@ Marina Barrage.
Thanks to Uncle & Aunty for the splendid Outing(:
Fira , Tok , Edahh , Rina , Aunty Nana(:
Blood sisters (:
Family photo .  Uncle  Shukor's family , Busu , Daddy not in the picture(:
Uncle Joe's niece.
Look at my pathetic face . HAHAHAHAH! candid !


Hello ! haiyaa everytime say Hello so boring. HAHA ! Actually I got no mood to update my blog. But I do not want to dissapoint my blog so here I am updating my blog. Okehh like I said the other day I wanted to post the Outing pictures but I couldn't find the folder right? Guess what? The folder is at the desktop. How dumb right? I searched everywhere and the only place I didn't check was the desktop. HAHA ! Okehh. Let's talk about today.

I had mee soto for breakfast and I think the aunty wanted to kill me. Joking HAHAH! I think she added about 2 spoon of cili padi into my mee soto and the kuah turned black. Really . Super hot & spicy. After that my lips hurt super badly. && I met Fyzah & friends and at that time I seriously have no mood to talk to anyone. My lips hurts and thanks to that makcik but then her mee soto is still the best ahh !

After that I rot at home till night with cousins & I finally get to eat French Fries. HAHA ! So I guess that's all for today. Good day & Goodnight. Do tag after reading & unnecessary comments are not needed. Thank you(: I do support local hip hop. 


Sunday, December 21, 2008

Outing with uncle Joe & aunty Nana. Uh huh uh huh(:
Gambar blur sotong laa.
subscribe your name in my heart (: HAHAHA.
shahidah bte rosly. mm hmm(:

I still can't find the pictures that Uncle Joe had upload . He said all the pictures are in his folder. But don't have lehh. The pictures are playing hide & seek with me huh. So I'll just upload my pictures for now. Hate it? ohh come on this is my blog so who cares what I want to upload right? haha. I shall continue my job to go and find the pictures .  So gimme some time to find it. Okehh? Ohh I really need someone to entertain me right now , obviously I' am not happy right now because I can't get over hott guy. Which I thought I could but I actually can't. Sigh . I' am not sure when can I get over him .  Anyway Asmawi Bin Ani is finally married to Nurashikin (idk how to spell her name) . HAHA . I know what you guys gonna say . Kental nyerh kan? HAHA. Who cares huh? haha. okehh I shall bid goodbye to everyone. Bye(:



Hello (: too many things to say , too many things to share but poor hand pleading me not to type everything because it will be a very long post i tell you. Btw what's the use of typing everything right? No one cares also. Betul , Betul ,  Betul (:

A few days back, had 1 missed call from that loser. I have no idea what he want from me. Didn't I tell you that it is totally over between us. Liar .  You gave me sucha lame excuse on why are you so busy nowadays. Even the toddlers know that you are lying to me. 24/7 busy with sports huh? Who are you? Player or Coach? Lame you ! Now don't bother to text or call me anymore. Because I can't be bothered already. Understand? Alltimeloser . Boo you !

I'll upload the other day pictures soon.


Saturday, December 13, 2008

HAHAHA ! Happy Wonderful Birthday Uncle Joe(:
Wish you all the best in what ever you do and do take good care of yourself.
Thanks for being such a great uncle to me. Thanks for the help and happy birthday once again.
XOXO, Shahidaah(:
Hello (: Today had my breakfast at Syed Restaurant & UncleJoe treat all of us. At first, I don't know what was he's purpose of treating us breakfast but when BusuMiemie told me that UncleJoe turn a year older today, I quickly turned to him and wished him Happy Birthday. Sorry ahh memory ader sikit slow as I always set my bdayy alert at 2pm . I had Nasi Lemak for breakfast and it was so delicious. After which, we proceeded to somewhere & now i' am back home while mummy, grandmama & sisters went to watch kuda kepang. While BusuMiemie busy fixing the toilet pipe. Okehh I think I shall end my post here. Good day(:




Friday, December 12, 2008

so dramatic kan? haha.
who's the photographer? i heard someone saying my name. yeah betul,betul,betul.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! This is what happen when you have fianlly get over 2 guy at the same time. Imma happy kid now. I don't need you anymore. Mr Cannotbetrusted. Promises are not meant to be broken . 

Hello (: okehh i just got back from some where and i finally got that thingy which me & sister been eyeing on for months already & grandmummy bought for me & sister a skirt each. Long skirt again. HHAHA ! Sister got her $60 already so she's rich for the time being. HAHA ! A few moments ago, I had lots of things to say but as soon as i start typing all my idea gone. So i think i'm going to end my post very soon. Btw i have successfully get over hott guy & i don't need bby anymore. Useless fellow. * stick out tongue * I had funn with Fytriabby the other day, we gossip alot , which girl doesn't gossip. Tell me , tell me. Don't have right? I know. We talked about hott guy and finally she knew who is that hott guy who had haunt me for 1 year & 6 months. * hit my head on the wall * Okehh laa that's all for today.


Thursday, December 11, 2008

Hello ! i' am bored right now & i'll be going out with Fytriabby later on but i have no idea where am I going to get money from. But who cares right? Okehh i went Youtube a few days back & i saw this video which i actually fell in love with the singer's voice which is a matrep and guess what? He is actually my cousin , grandpapa's side. Okehh i' am not embarrassed to admit that he is my cousin even though he has tattoo on his hand which people always gossip about. Saying bad things about matreps .  That's their life, who are you to interfere in their life? I admit he did lots of mistakes in the past. What's done cannot be undone right? He have changed and at least he is way better than people who never or pretend that they never do any mistakes. He take care of his great grandmama sometimes but do you? Not everyone will one to do that. Right now youtube is giving me problem so i can't upload the video so if you are interested then type "apit" . Still not happy with what i say about matrep? Then keep it to yourself . Thanks. Unnecessary comment is not needed (:


Wednesday, December 10, 2008



















Hello (: as promised i'll post yesterday' s pictures today but not all as i don't want to make this post too long. AuntRadiah you better read this. Yesterday had a very loooonnnnggggg chat with AuntRadiah & AuntSyella. It was so hilarious especially went it comes to 12:25am. HAHA ! I was so happy and it was coincidence i tell you. Right? (you know, i know, they don't know) HAHA! We had a very long chat before we sleep, we talked about lots of stuff and it was so fun. So the both of you know my birthday wish ehh? HAHAHA! I 've got to confess that because of _____ my pillow that i've kept for 8 years finally in bad condition. HAHAHA ! Okehh i bet you guys don't understand what am I talking about because only the 3 of us understand. HAHAHA ! 



12.25 am

btw CHINA MAN DAH JUMPE JODOH LAA ! * standing ovation *


Tuesday, December 09, 2008

 Here we go - wheeeeyyyyyy. Beats and Break is so awesome ! I swear (:
Chavito XS & Shahidah. HAHAHAHA! 
1 am(:
Radiah & Shahidah
Shahidah & Alyph SLEEQ. HAHAHA !

edaah & radiah
Naufal & Chavito
Chavito



Rauzan


Hello (: Too many things to say & too many things to share. HAHA. My life is pretty cool & of course there are ups and down. But who cares right? A few days back went esplanade for 2 days straight to watch Beats & Break. It was so cool like seriously & luckily i get to come down again on the second day because the 2nd day was more superb than the 1st day. HAHAHA. Okehh to many things to say so let the picture do the talking alright? You guys betta tag after viewing the pictures because i spent sucha looooonnnngggg time uploading it. HAHAHA. Btw there are lots of pictures to be uploaded but i'll only upload some of it. The rest will be uploaded on the next post. && today's pictures will also be uploaded on the next post. So don't forget to tag.