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Thursday, April 30, 2009

FYYRAA ! You want to die tonight? Stop saying his hair look like coconut . Because it doesn't look like coconut at all . He's way better than David Archuleta . Booohooooohoooooo !
No offense , this post is for my sister . You better don't insult Zac Efron or else I'll kill you . 



Hello ! School was fine , had the yldp closing ceremony or what ever they call it and farewell ceremony for vice principal in the morning therefore the was no chemistry . I studied the drawings yesterday and guess what ?  there was no test today but at least I studied if not I'll never bother to read through her notes . The yldp thingy was really embarrassing , some of us were asked to stand because of the contributions that we have made for the school and I had to stand . I was really shy . I don't know how to explain but I was really shy . So yeah basically , school was fine . Sister just got back from school as she had oral today and she told me that one of the malay teacher who invigilate her fell asleep when she was describing the picture . How could she sleep when the student is doing her oral . The reason she slept was because my sister talk so fast . ( that's what she told my sister ) . HAHA . Pity you laa horh . Anyway , there's 3 present on the study table and one of them is something got to do with ZAC EFRON ! Argh!!!!!!!!!! I asked for it last time and mummy said don't waste money now she bought it for me . I love mummy and grandmama . Okehh I' am going to the clinic later . I can't endure my foot , it's so itchy and painful at times . I swear , it's itchy and when you scratch it , you'll never want to stop . I shall bid goodbye . I want to eaaaaaaaaaatttttttttt !

I love Zac Efron , I really do !


Tuesday, April 28, 2009



Hello ! Firstly , school was okehh , after school stayed back for the self-study . It was okehh & funny things happened after that , right ? Today's weather was pretty okehh for me because it rained and there's thunder . Really loud . I bet you guys know that . On the other hand , I don't wish to say this because I know it's wrong but I really can't tolerate this anymore . I don't care if I hurt you because you already hurt me . Don't expect me to deference you after this . I don't even give a damn because you bloody hell don't deserve it . I HATE YOUR ATTITUDE . You got no sense of respect towards others so why must I respect you ? So you better think before you act . God gives you brain so please use it wisely . You may be elder than me but I bet that at least I got freaking brain to think about other's feeling unlike you . I think I have enough of this , I can go on but I don't wish to do so because I got feelings and brain . I don't wish to create problem . So I guess that's all for today . Bye ~

note to self : I' AM NOT JEALOUS .. ARGHHHHHH ! Why do I always have this feeling ? Not anymore ,  please . I' AM NOT JEALOUS ....


Monday, April 27, 2009

Hurray ! I' m done with the new blogskin :D
Thanks AuntRadiah for the code . 
-IM OUT-



Hello ! school was fine :D On the way home , I saw an incident and I quickly called mummy and guess what ? Mummy said she's outside and nobody is at home . I was really hungry and I thought there's maggie but unfortunately I've already finished it up yesterday after I cooked for Busu . Right now , I' am really hungry and I' am only left with one more chocolate . I want food . Need to plead daddy to give money to buy the groceries . haha . I think Im done with my post . Bye ~

Last thing you guys need to know : I LOVE ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON !


Sunday, April 26, 2009



Hello ! Tomorrow is Monday . Mundane for sure ~ Mye is drawing nearer , OhmyGod! I' am so not ready for MYE . Actually I've got no idea what to post actually . But my itchy finger been pleading me to update my poor lame ass blog so here I' am . Saw the picture above ? uh huh . He so hott ! He so hott ! He so hott ! He so hott ! He so hott ! He so hott ! He so hott !
I love him ! I love him ! I love him ! I love him ! I love him ! I love him ! I love him !
I really do ! I really do ! I really do ! I really do ! I really do ! I really do ! I really do !
I think I' am done with my very short post . Food is calling me . Im Hungry ! Bye (:

xoxo,
shahidah :D



Saturday, April 25, 2009

BORED !



Hello ! Let's do a short & simple post before I start doing my homeworks . Well I guess I've get over hott guy already . & to hott guy & girlfriend ( if you know , who you are ) . I' am really sorry , everyone will fall in love & yeah I fell in love with you and I took 2 awesome year to get over you and now that I've finally get over you , please forgive me . I just don't have the freaking guts to tell you everything and I' am really sorry for hiding all this things to you. & to you girl , please stop all those staring , you can have him and I promise I'll never mention "hott guy" in my post anymore . I don't want to hurt anyone's feeling anymore and I don't want to make enemy and if that can make you happy , all the best to the both of you . May you guys last long . Apart from that , I want to apologize to everyone if I've ever hurt you . Everyone makes mistakes , we may hide but one day , the truth will reveal . So let's forgive & forget even though it's hard . Let's make an effort . School is so mundane . Homeworks pilling up & I've to stay back for self-study for almost everyday . But still , luckily there's self study if not I'll never study properly . I need to improve and I believe I can . So yeah , I think I've to let go hott guy because it doesn't give me any benefits . Let him be , and I'll move on . I've got to go . Bye~


Friday, April 24, 2009


Hello ! Many things happened & I really don't want to mention it. I guess today is flooding day . I know you don't understand , you don't have to. Anyway , thanks Abang & Ravina for the consolation . You guys are really great . Abang , you were there when I need someone to talk to. Thanks a lot and you too Ravina . I actually tried to keep this from everyone but somehow , I really can't stand it this time. You don't know how I felt , I was really hurt because of many things that have been happening to me nowadays. I really can't bear the pain therefore I decided to ask for help . Again , thank you . I know , I may be a pain in the ass at times but everyone makes mistake & I admit I do make mistakes. Maybe all this things happened on the wrong time , the time when I really feel frustrated with my life and suddenly this happened , of course it will hurt me so much. I hope after what I've said just now , you guys don't take it to heart as that is what I feel for all this while. Now that you already know so let's change for the better . Maybe like what abang said , maybe its because of my action that make you guys treat me this way . ( Something like that laa kan abang ? haha ) Maybe I' am to sensitive this time , maybe because I've bottle up this thing for far too long till I , myself can't bear the pain and I've to let it out today . I' am really sorry and all you need to know is I love each and everyone of you ! I truly am . So I guess that's my post for today . I've got to go ! Bye ~


Thursday, April 23, 2009



Hello ! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! 17again is so AWESOME ! Really . Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott ! Zac Efron so hott !
How many times must I tell you ? Zac Efron so hott ! HAHAHAHAHA ! I swear , really . Tell me who think he's ain't hott ? I' am so on cloud nine ! :D Anyhoo , went woodlands library with Abigail , Celestine & Zulaiqah . Half way through , I got bored & thanks to the toddler who can't stop talking not even for 1 minute. Went lunch then off to meet abg . 17 again is so awesome. I promised daddy to reach home before 7pm and guess what ? I reached home before 6pm. HAHA . I love myself (: Today school was funny , I don't know why. But it's so funny . Apart from that , life is pretty cool . & again I have to repeat this , I don't know what's wrong with you , but you've changed . Please stop giving me that freaking look. I really don't know what's wrong with you. You are not like this last time . If it's because of hott guy then I' am really sorry & anyway , I don't have anymore feelings for him. He is all yours . I really don't care. Please , stop giving me that look. Okehh , I guess I' am done ! Bye ~

Zac Efron so hott !Zac Efron so hott !Zac Efron so hott !Zac Efron so hott !Zac Efron so hott !


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Hello ! Boohoooooo ! Tomorrow is Wednesday & I don't have to attend school tomorrow. Awesome ! Well school was fine today , I was really sleepy & I nearly fall asleep in every lesson . POA was okehh , the assignments wasn't that tough so I was asked to do it on the board and I had no space to write the date so I wrote the month on top of the date ( something like that ahh ) then he checked , then he was like , 
teacher : " who did capital account ? " ,
me : I raised up my hand , 
teacher : " next time , try to squeeze everything . " ( as in write it on the same line , something like that ahh )
& I was like , " what ever ! " Of course I didn't say that to him . I think he got issues with me , at least say good or something or at least appreciate my work laa . I know this is nothing serious , maybe I was really tired & not in the mood and everything seems wrong to me. I don't know. Besides that , I can't believe it that I actually studied for Biology but still I find the paper kind of difficult. Tell me when Biology will be easy for me? When ? I already tried my very best and I don't care about the results . If I were to fail this time , I don't blame myself , maybe it's just my luck. Physics was mundane. Haiyoo ~ She went through the worksheet & I nearly fall asleep . I really can't control myself . After lesson , Ms Tang asked me ,
teacher : "shahidah , are you okay?"
me : " yarh of course ."
teacher : " you looked sick."
me : " haha , i' am very sleepy."
She nodded & I left the class. HAHA . I should have just sleep because she thought I was sick. HAHA. Okay , that's stupid . After school went for lunch and then proceeded to school for maths self-study. Skipped a few questions , it's really difficult. Then went home , bathe , eat , download a few songs and off to LALALAND. Right now , I 'am still sleepy & I think I want to sleep early today. So goodbye ~


Monday, April 20, 2009

Hello ! Today's weather is not so bad but still , I do have some issues with Singapore's weather especially after recess. Good news , almost all the Northlanders been talking about this thing , it's PUBLIC HOLIDAY this Wednesday. How awesome can this be? I can't believe it that we actually have public holiday this Wednesday because principal said we deserved it . We have been doing well in SYF , tournaments and some other stuffs. HAHA . Hurray ! Anyway , I'll be having Bio & Geo test tomorrow. Just finished reading the notes for bio test since geo test will be open book test so I shall concentrate on Bio. I'll continue reading the notes again after this . I shall try my best and if I were to fail again then it's just my luck. Anyhoo , who cares about BIOLOGY? HA HA. I don't care at all. Who cares about palisade , spongy mesophyll & some other stuffs . Right? But it's actually kind of fun learning it IF you understand it. Well enough about Biology , visited FarahBBY yesterday & she was really active. I love playing with her . Chasing after her and seeing her smile & laugh really brighten up my day . Today school was okay , thought of giving school a miss today but decided to go to school instead because I hate being a blur sotong the next day. HAHA. So I went to school today . HAHA . Learnt new things & I' am happy about it. So I guess that's my post for today. I shall bid goodbye right now. Bye ~

- again what's wrong with you MrALLTIMELOSER? Why suddenly you said you need my trust? HAHA . The most weirdest thing you can ever ask for . I shall change your name to MrRANDOM ! Sounds much better hurh ? 


Saturday, April 18, 2009

Hello ! Well , fetched uncle & auntie this morning then headed to Jalan Kayu for breakfast and total cost was $33 plus . What ever ,  the food wasn't that nice actually & the ice mile is too sweet. But not so bad , at least I feel full after that , had to squeeze myself in the car for uncle joe's sake. I need to give some space for his knee . I know how you feel uncle , I know it's not easy for you , I can see that from your facial expression. Ligament torn is not a laughing matter. Reached hospy and was kind of sad , looking at Farah's condition. She didn't smile or laugh like how she used to but she's still active but not as active as last time. Her body temperature is so hot but I managed to carry & kiss her. I so love doing that. HAHA . After Farah fell asleep , I played with her balloon that mummy bought for her & Busu started to tease me by saying I' am childish & he said I wanted the balloon and Uncle Shukor said I can have the balloon . That's so embarrassing , what's more they said it in front of Uncle Shukor's in law , oh god ! , after that I entertained Sofia , I've never play with her before , she is Uncle Shukor's wife's niece ( something like that ahh ) . She is so adorable , HAHA ! I always compliment baby . Only god knows , how much I love them . They are the most adorable thing on earth !

Apart from that , Ms Menses visit me on the wrong day. Not today please , uhhhh ! On the other hand , it seems so hard for me to get over hott guy. I thought I can but I actually couldn't . I was really jealous & dissapointed yesterday. That's one of the reason why I still can't get over him , I still bother to think of him & I still feel jealous. I shouldn't have feel that way . Anyhoo , I'll try my very best to get over you as soon as possible. No promises & I really need help. Anyone ? Sigh , come on Shahidah , do this by yourself . Stop asking for help , spoilt brat. Eww no way , i' am not a spoilt brat. HAHA . I guess that's my post for today. My waist till knee is aching . I'll be back if I' am free & not lazy . Bye ~

Anyway , to any malay readers out there who are interested to hear this funny-edited song. It's really funny. I was laughing through out the whole song. But if you were to think back , they shouldn't have done this. This is not funny . But for laughing sake , this song is really FUNNY ! Here are the links .
Original  -  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKxdrIb_G9M
Edited  -  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fA60_rl2JdY
-IM OUT!-



Hello ! Goodmorning (: I' am so happy , I saw Uncle Rizal & Uncle Hafiz's picture in the Manja Magazine. If you remember , in one of my post , I did mentioned about my cousin from maternal side . Sister & I used to admire Uncle Rizal . HAHA . Really , he used to be so fair , not so thin , not so fat (HAHA!) , tall , hott .. So I was really excited to read the article & also to see his picture because it has been months since I last saw him.  He changed a lot and I can hardly recognized him. Being a paramedic really make him changed a lot. In terms of look , I mean . No worries , he is still good-looking & talented. I' am so proud of the both of you. May you succeed in what ever you do. I'll support you . Good news , Uncle Hafiz looked so adorable. HAHA , read up page 40 & 41 of Manja Magazine. The chubby ,  fair guy in the bottom left hand is Uncle Hafiz & the one beside him , the tanned , wearing shade guy is Uncle Rizal. They are really talented and they really do have awesome voice. Apart from that , mummy & sister is already on the way to the hospital & I' am waiting for Busu to wake up and get ready. Haiyaa ~
Okehh lorhhhhh , I've got to . Byeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Friday, April 17, 2009


Hello ! Look at the picture above ^^ . uh huh ~ My adorable , appealing , charming , cuddly , sweet , enchanting  , captivating , engaging , endearing , fetching , naughty , hyperactive , awesome , pretty , gorgeous FARAH . Farahbby , please get well soon. Kakak loves you so much. Please get well soon my dear. I miss seeing you playing/running around the moment you step into my house. You never fail to make me laugh and you have never fail to make me say , " can you please sit down for 1 minute? ". This girl just can't stop running around . She just can't stop playing , not even for 1 minute. Now , please use your power & get well soon . Kakak miss you & don't want to see you wearing the hospital pyjamas ( or what ever they call it ) . I want to see the healthy Farah again. HAHA. Kakak loves you & will always do.

Apart from that , school is pretty good . I' am beginning to love my class more. The garage sales is a success . The class tee is finally in my wardrobe . Now , I just have to start revising for mid-year . It's around the corner ! Need to do some hardcore revision. HAHA . My whole body , yes WHOLE BODY is aching.  Thanks to yesterday's PE Lesson. Now , I know that I cannot run short distance. The moment I start sprinting , I feel like a fool ! Really , I feel so weird and I really got no idea how to run properly. Short distance , is a NO NO for me. 

On the other hand , life is pretty good , it's improving , I guess.I don't really care about MrALLTIMELOSER . I just don't know why , but Mr L's presence really brighten up my day . Your presence play a big part in my life. I don't know why but seeing you really make me smile from ear to ear. I' am so sure this is not love , no I' am not in love with you . No , I' am not. 

I guess , I shall end my post here. Bye (: & Goodnight .


Thursday, April 16, 2009

Hello ! Garage sales was fine , managed to collect a few bucks. Life is pretty cool & school is pretty good. Well life has its ups & down , I do get stressed up at time , mood swings , hot temper & some other stuff. I hate myself when I have mood swings , it's so stressing & I' am sure it do affect the people around me. I' am so sorry , I  , myself doesn't want that to happen. But I' am happy with life now , I have to think positive. Anyway , thanks Deepak for the sweet letter & present (: Apart from that , I do get sensitive at times especially when it's  about Uncle Joe.

Uncle , you may not read this but god knows everything & I hope he'll guide and take good care of you and hope you get well soon. I just can't bear hearing what mummy says about your condition , why must you go through this ? First it was your body ( the deep cut ) then now it's your knee. I know it's hard for you , imagine if you spraint your ankle , it's already like a disaster . What's more ? you injured your knee .  &  You have to go for an operation. I really can't bear to see that happening. I don't know why but I feel so scared and sad. Why must you go through all this things? Why must it be you? Since young , I can't bear to see you suffer , I' am not being biased , I' am fair towards all my uncles in fact to all my family members. But I don't know why . Maybe because of who you are , I guess only family know this. Others might not understand. Uncle , please be strong & make us proud , please get well soon. 

So yeah , I guess I shall stop here. Bye !


Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Hello ! School was fine today. Stayed back till 5.30 pm for the self-study with Sheqin. Thanks to Miss Chee , she is such a great teacher so patient and caring towards the students. Thanks for the help (: Was supposed to have geo , physics & malay test today but in the end there's physics & malay test only. Spent my time memorizing the diagrams and notes about Geography & in the end there's no test. HAHA . But like what teacher said , if she never do this , we'll never study. HAHA. There's no test tomorrow but I 'am going to spend some time to revise for Chemistry since Chapter 1 to 5 will be tested. Class test two and she test 5 chapters . This is class test two and not mid-year exam. Next , i'll be having chemistry and BIOLOGY test on Thursday. Oh god , please save me. Oh anyway , thanks everyone who wished me yesterday and today. Thanks Abigail for the present , thanks Deepak for the sweet post  & thanks EVERYONE ( you know who you are :D ) for the birthday wish. You guys really made my day (: Thank you very much.

To MrALLTIMELOSER ,
I bet you don't know who I' am refering to. So if you were to read this portion and think that I' am refering to you then do bear this in mind. I've never disturb you for the past 8 years , since I was Primary 1 till Secondary 1. I've never bother you , in fact I've never think about you. Ever since we met last year , you have never failed to make me feel frustrated at times . Yes , I have to admit you did make me happy , in fact very happy. But it doesn't really last long . Let's make this short & simple. I've never felt very angry towards you before but last Sunday , you really make me frustrated and for your info , I really hate you for that. Why are you so annoying and stubborn ? Why must I fight with someone who I miss so much on my Birthday? You expect me to listen to you when you never listen to me. Have you ever fulfill what ever I asked for? Have you? No , right ? So why must I listen to you. You said , I didn't trust you but do you trust me? No , right ? After all the things that we have gone through together , you said I don't trust you? What makes you think that way ? Please think before you act / talk . Maybe you were not serious . In fact , you are never serious my dear friend. This time round , I really don't mind losing you because I chose this way & let you enjoy your life & stop hurting me. For once , you are smart enough to call me . Thanks for everything . I've already said sorry because I hate to scold people and I don't want to have enemy. So it's up to you to decide. All I know is , it's totally over between us . OVER ! 

I've got to go . Bye (:


Sunday, April 12, 2009

Hello . Let's have a proper post. Firstly , like I said in my previous post , I would like to thank everyone who had wished me through Friendster , Tagged , Blog , Message .  You guys really made my day , thanks for everything . I truly appreciate it & I was really touched when I read the messages. To those who have stayed up till late night to wish me , I truly appreciate it & sorry for the late reply because I read the messages at 2 am hence I could only reply in the morning. Just so you know, I truly appreciate it & I was really touched . Thank you very much everyone (:
Well , I would like to thank :
To those who wished me through Friendster.com
-unknown , Shafiqah , Suryani , Ting Yee , Harshnah.
Through Tagged.com .
To those who wished me through sms
-Hafiq  ~  thanks for the advance birthday wish.
-Uncle Joe & Auntie Nana ~  thanks for staying up till midnight to wish me even though you injured your knee but still you make an effort to wish me , I may be a pain in the ass at times but just so you know , I've never forget all your efforts & sacrifices that you've done for me. 
-Deepak ~ thank you so much for staying up till midnight to wish me. I truly appreciate it Best Friend (:
-AMEERUL z  ~ thank you very much for the birthday wish & thanks for staying up till midnight to wish me. I truly appreciate it friend (:
-Abang Amin ~ thank you so much for the birthday wish & thank you for staying up till midnight to wish me. I really appreciate it (:
-Ravina ~ thank you so much for the funny birthday wish . You too don't miss me too much . ahah
I would like to thank FAMILY & AuntRadiah for the birthday wish.
- Thank you Busu for the treat. 
& Thanks to those who wished me through tagboard.
-Rachel & Afini.

Once again , thank you everyone and so sorry if I forgot to mention your name. 
Lastly , wishes do come true (: Thank you Allah .

- there's no more MrALLTIMELOSER. (:

I' am SO HAPPY ! 
-IM OUT!-



Hello ! Firstly , thank you very much to those who wished me through message , tagged & friendster. From the bottom of my heart , I would like to thank you guys for the birthday wish & for remembering my birthday . I truly appreciate it. I was so touched when I read the messages at 2am this morning. I swear . Only god knows , how happy I was & I just can't stop saying thank you.  Anyway , MrALLTIMELOSER , what's wrong with you? what's your problem now? I didn't disturb you for 7 years and after we met last year , you never failed to make me feel dissapointed and hurt. For once , please stop your freaking nonsense . I got no idea what you want by sending me that freaking stupid message. Please , don't do this to me.

-since when did I say I love you? Stop talking nonsense. I'll settle with you later. 

Once again , thank you everyone. (:

-IM OUT!-


Saturday, April 11, 2009

Hello again. I' am so bored right now. I can't sleep , I already had my sleep in the afternoon. I' am done with chapter two for emaths. Guess what I asked from mummy for my birthday present? No , not new handphone , not money , not boyfriend ( like what busu said ) . Enough guessing , I asked for McSpicy. HAHA ! I was only joking but I don't mind if mummy really buy it for me. So now, almost everyone busy talking about McSpicy and it seems like I won't be getting anything tomorrow. Maybe ONLY McSpicy. HAHA ! Poor thing. Like I said , in my previous post I wanted to visit MrYOUTUBE. Yes , I did. But I can't find any exciting movie so I watched Japanese prank. HAHA . So hilarious , really. I guess that's all for today. I've got to go. Bye ~

-IM OUT!-



Hello ! Today is Saturday , uh huh. I 'am not going anywhere today because everyone are busy. So stay at home & rot . So this Monday be prepared to see Rotten Shahidah. HAHA. Well yesterday was not so boring , my plan goes on smoothly , I spent most of my time in front of the television. I 'am so happy , but mood started to change after 7pm. I don't know why but I feel so frustrated and bored. I felt like crying and all thanks to MrALLTIMELOSER. I suddenly start thinking about him and I really hate myself . That's all but soon the feeling fade away and I thank god for that. Watched the malay show ( last episode ) , aww can seriously make me cry ( i did cry ) HAHA. Next , right now I seriously have no idea what I should do. Revision ? not the right time. Maybe I shall visit MrYOUTUBE and watch some interesting show since there's no exciting movies on tv so why not visit MrYOUTUBE. Right? Okehh lorr . I've got to go ! Bye ~

- gonna be 15teen tomorrow. MrSantaClaus is on the way !

-IM OUT-


Thursday, April 09, 2009


Hello ! Well school was fine today except for PE which we have to run 2.4km and after that I really sweat like pig. I so hate that , really. Who doesn't? I feel so uncomfortable but fortunately , english was awesome. We did the group work outside library and the feeling was so cool. HAHA . After that had lunch at KFC with Sheqin & Ravina. Funny things happened . HAHA . Then went to school for the IT Lesson which was quite enjoyable. HAHA. Wasn't as hard as I expected. Then went home straight and finished up my homeworks. Now I' am done with all the homeworks , I just have to spend some time for some revision. I love myself (:

I' am always having mixed feelings about MrALLTIMELOSER . Sometimes I really miss him , sometimes I really hate him. I'll never fall in love with him again , I hope so. I'll strangle you laa monster. I can't believe it that I actually say all those stuffs about him in my previous post. Hope he doesn't read it , if not I'll jump down from the KLCC tower. HAHA . I don't know when will this end. So annoying. sigh .

Anyway , tomorrow is GOOD FRIDAY ! HAHA. I want to spend time with my television . So yeah , basically I wish I could spend my day watching tv & stop thinking about unneccesary stuff. I wish ! I' am running out of words , I've got to go ! Bye ~

-IM OUT !-



Wednesday, April 08, 2009

Hello ! I' am back . Well school was okehh , had POA class test two . After school , had lunch at Mac then went back to school for the self study . Finished up all the homeworks then went back home. HAHA ! That's all about school.
Life is getting better , I guess. Staying back after school till 5.30pm , almost everyday. Homeworks pilling up , sufficient enough to make me very busy so I didn't have to think about those unnecessary stuffs. I have to admit that I do miss MrALLTIMELOSER at times . Only god knows how much I miss the time we used to have together. Thinking about the memories can really bring me to tears ( HAHA!) , but If I were to think again , what for cry over someone who doesn't care about you. But I really do miss the time when we talked on the phone , hearing you mumbling most of time and I'll end up being very blur and you have to repeat it again. HAHA ! . I miss the time when you sms me , talking crap . I miss the time when I dragged my friends along to watch your tournament in my school , and I get so nervous for no specific reasons when I saw you and Fytria have to console me. I miss the time when we sms each other even though you were right behind me. I miss the time when you sms me using chinese words and I'll feel very blur and don't know what to reply after that. HAHA . I miss seeing your frustrated but adorable face when you didn't get to score because the day before I already promise you something if you get to score one for me . ( you know-i know ahh ) . I miss the time when I see you shouting at your teamates when they didn't co-operate well with you . I miss seeing you waving at me when you left the school. I sound so emotional and stupid but that's the truth. I JUST miss you , there's nothing more , really. Because I know , what ever that I have mentioned above will never happen again. I really miss you , I really do . I only miss you , there's nothing more. Maybe that is why Mr.L 's presence really brighten up my day because somehow he look like you. I' am running out of words. So good bye !



Monday, April 06, 2009


Hello ! After waiting for more than 4 hours and after much pestering , Mr Suhaimi ( not the POA teacher , my uncle ) finally gave me this laptop and time check : 10.22 pm. haha. I can't sleep and i get too attracted to this laptop. haha. Aku sungguh lame ! haha. Anyway , school was okehh and the weather was kind of hot after recess . I don't know why , I always have issues with Singapore weather , they can't seem to co-operate well with me. My luck laa horh. Next , like I said in my previous post , another 6 more days to my 15th birthday , ohh 15 seems so old since young I always think 15 as 50 . Maybe because it rhymes a little bit. Back to my story , I want to invite Santa Claus to my house this Sunday . haha . ^hint^hint^ hoho. I know you don't understand , only shahidah understand . I realised that nowadays I seems to be very lame. HAHA . But who cares , as long as I' am happy , I don't care about what others thing of me. Nowadays , happiness really play a big part in my life , I'll do everything that can make me happy ( positive things ). I' am sick of thinking about other stuff that really bother me . So it's time for me to make myself happy because I guess that's the best thing for me right now. Time check : 10.30pm . HAHA . I want to sleep and my bed is calling me . Bye !




Date: 6 April 2009. ( there's something wrong with blogger .)
Hello ! Look at the picture above . ^^ Yeah ! He's the best damn thing on earth. Basically this post is dedicated to my one & only Abang Amin !

Happy Birthday Abang ! Wishing you all the best on your very special day. May all your wishes & dreams come true. Today is your biggest day, may you enjoy this day to the fullest. Remember 6 April only comes once a year so enjoy your day & make it a memorable one. I would like to thank you for being such a greatest friend/brother to me. You were there whenever I need your help & you were always there whenever I need a listening ear. Thanks for being there, I really do appreciate it a lot. Hopefully, I could do the same thing to you. Thanks for everything that you have done for me. You are the one who had been going through thick & thin with me for all this while. I promise that I'll cherish & treasure you. You are such a great brother to me, you are so awesome & I' am so proud of you , really. From the bottom of my heart, I would like to thank you for everything that you have done for me & once again , Happy Birthday to you. May you succeed in life and may your wishes & dreams come true. Stay strong and do your best in what ever you do because I' am sure you can do it. I' am so proud of you (: &&You are the best damn thing on earth (:

with love ,
shahidah.

- 6 more days to my birthday ! hoho .



Sunday, April 05, 2009



Hello ! I' am back ! HAHA. Okehh that's so lame. Basically , I' am so bored right now and I' am trying to be very vain by uploading my pictures. HAHA . I don't know why. So pardon me if it's ugly ( as per usual ) , haha , heck care laa it's my blog after all . I can upload as many pictures as I want. 

Hmm , what should I post? Life ? hmmm. Okehh Basically today was fine , went somewhere to have our breakfast + lunch then proceeded to somewhere again to buy something then off to somewhere again to buy something again. ( HAHA ! SHAHIDAH IS SO LAME ! )

My mood currently is HAPPY ! Look at the picture above ^^ haha. I' am HAPPY ! Ohh I' am so lame because I already got what I want. YEAHH! 

Next , last Friday was Sports Day and it was really fun after which WALKED back home with Sheqin. The event ends at around 6.45pm and I reached home at 8pm. HAHA . We took about 1 hour to reach home . HAHA ! 

Next , I thought that I had successfully  get over hott guy but each time I saw his girlfriend , i'll feel jealous and frustrated. I thought it's over but this feeling is really killing me. I don't love you anymore but why must I feel jealous each time I saw her. & that girl better stop giving me that freaking look. Firstly , you steal hott guy from me and now you're trying to give me that freaking look. I don't hate you , I just don't like the way you look at me. Next , Look at the picture above ^^ uh huh . I want to show that face to MrALLTIMELOSER , HAHAH ! UHH , I don't know why but I really feel like strangling him if I see him. HAHA .

Okehh I shall end my LAME post right now. Bye (: Muah . 
I'll be back tomorrow morning. Bye !



Thursday, April 02, 2009

Hello ! Well as you know , yesterday was April Fools Day ! haha. Damn fun , I tell you . I got prank once during POA Lesson . I entered the classroom while talking to Ser Lee and we were busy talking about my reaction which was super slow like snail , I stepped her shoe and after 5 or 6 seconds then I apologised , how slow can I get ? Then I entered the room without noticing that my water bottle was missing . After 5 minutes , Sheqin and Michelle entered the room and Sheqin passed me my bottle and told me that she found it outside the room. I was so shocked and relief . During the lesson , Sheqin asked me whether Im thirsty or not then Ser Lee asked me to drink water so my reaction wouldn't be so slow . ( if you realized , two people talking to me about water ) Then after that , Sheqin asked for my water bottle , she wanted to pour some to her bottle. After that , she walked around the classroom asking people to drink the water and I realized the water was grey in colour ( dark grey ) she go around telling people that it was 100 plus. So she asked me to drink , I do not want to taste it at first but I taste it at last ( a lil bit ) and MY GOODNESS ! IT WAS SO GOD DAMN SALTY , I SWEAR ! I can get hypertension for sure , got no idea how many packets of salt she put it inside. Have you ever taste the seawater ? Yarh , worst than that ! Eww .. haha. But it was fun actually. Luckily I didn't drink the water from my water bottle . I can't imagine what will happened to me if I drink it. So that was yesterday . As for today , we put 3 packets of salt into Celestine's drink and it taste so awful . haha . So I guess I had enough of typing and my fingers pleading me to stop. So bye !