Hello ! Shahidah is back. uh huh because my laptop miss me very much so I decided to use it since I got no homework today. Umm I did attend school today and something hurtful happened this morning but after I thought about it , I decided to take it as a joke. I was busy doing the bio project and at the same time Sheqin  was busy quarreling with Jason about hott guys and gays. & guess what? I heard Celestine said that most of the hott guys are gays. In another words , she is trying to say that hott guys are gay and that includes my hott guy. Didn't I told you that even though I want to get over him , I still won't let people insult him. Even if I still love him or what ever happens, I still won't let people insult him. So I was kind of offended even though I know I shouldn't have felt that way. So I admit that I was wrong but who doesn't get hurt after hearing people insulting the person that you love. Maybe she isn't referring to him but isn't she talking about hott guy? So yeah , she was pleading me all the way , saying sorry all those stuff. I did ignore her but soon I decided to forgive her as everyone makes mistakes. After all she is still my bestfriend. right? Next was PE & after PE , my right leg hurts very badly . During recess , Deepak insulted my hott guy and I think I shouldn't have stop loving him because once I stop , everybody will start to insult him. Poor boy. HAHAHA. But don't worry , I take it as a joke. English was very boring and I was having mixed feeling during that lessons and all I can say is Mr Eu is very daring. ( maybe it doesn't make sense to you because I got no idea how to explain what actually took place ) Actually there are more things that happened after that but I 'am very lazy to elaborate. So I would like to have a nap after this because I 'am very tired and I'll come back when ever I 'am free . Good day people.

- I wanted to upload Mr Wonderman's picture but stupid blogger didn't let me upload his picture. ( I think Mr Blogger is jealous. ) HAHAHAHA.

Hello ! Basically I did went to school today & the weather is so hott today. I don't know why even though I've changed "hott guy" to wonderman. The weather is still hott. Okehh crap , i know. I saw hott guy today , say what? "whoahhh !" Okehh shahidah you better stop this , I know I shouldn't have talk about him anymore. Give me sometimes okeh? Actually , one of the reasons I came to school today is because I wanted to see hott guy. Aiyaah. No more hott guy . Back to today's weather , the sun is very hott today. Usually I'll shiver during POA because Mr Suhaimi will switch on air con and fan but today he switch off the fan and I start complaining to myself . I was like , "panas nyer , bukak kipass laa." ("so hot , switch on the fan") Then I saw Mr Suhaimi switching on the fan. Woahh Best ahh. Yesterday went some where and while waiting for mummy , I looked around and I saw MarryBrown Restaurant and one of the workers reminds me of my hot neighbor ( the one who look like Aliff Aziz ) , the way he walk reminds me of my neighbor actually. So I told my sister , 

Hello ! Second post for the day. I know. I was reading New Moon just now and I suddenly thought of changing " hott guy " to " wonderman " because I' am kind of sick with that name and it had stay with me for 2 years. So let's change , a brand new name for a brand new feeling. So no more hott guy. Nowadays been hearing girls calling their boyfriend , hott guy. So let them have that name , mine will be wonderman. Sound cool huh? Mr Wonderman and Ms Wonderwoman. haha. So umm yeah. I got nothing to do right now, shall find something to do before I get bored. ( I' am already bored ) Umm . I did say last time that Robert Pattinson is not hott but I take back my words. He's so hott and the most important thing is he has successfully replace hott guy. Okehh I shall stop talking about that guy. So bye people(:

Hello ! Firstly, Happy Chinese New Year(: . Secondly, there's no more hott guy in my life. Haha. If you guys realised this, maybe you will be laughing at me right now because I've said this many times that I want to get over hott guy but I always failed. This time I promise, I will try my best to get over him because 2 years is long enough for me and I don't wish to continue this anymore because he don't seem to care about me. He broke his promises or maybe he forgot about it long time ago. So yeah, maybe it's true I' am not mentally prepared yet to know the truth. I feel so hurt and disappointed. I feel so lost , so dumb , so hurt. I have no idea how to explain my feeling right now. It just hurt so much. Very much . Starting from today , I promise I will not talk about hott guy anymore. I' am not angry but I' am just disappointed. Very ! It hurts very badly, I feel so lost and hurt. Getting over hott guy is very hurtful just like a girl who have to let go her beloved boyfriend. 2 years is very long , it's obviously not 2 months or 2 days. So enough about that guy. Look at the picture above ,uh huh uh huh. That's Robert Pattinson , also known as Edward Cullen. Ohh he is so hott and adorable. Aww melts. Starting from today , he will replace Mr Hott Guy . I did say that hott guy is irreplaceable but now it is a BIG NONO. Robert Pattinson has successfully replace hott guy. So yeah! I so adore him.

Hello ! Today had CNY Celebration and there was a concert for us. I rate it 3.5/5 because it was quite interesting. Not bad laa. Then proceeded to class , had maths , recess then malay. After that went home and quickly took a shower and met Deepak , Sheqin and Zulaiha at Mac donald then off to Northpoint as I wanted to buy New Moon storybook and Deepak bought eclipse. So let's see who finish the book first ahh? I' am sure I'll take forever laa but depends laa if the book is interesting then maybe less than 1 month laa because I' am not a bookworm actually. I can fall asleep if I read the book for so long. So yeah after that told Deepak that I wanted to get something from Ravina and he agreed to follow me. Reached there and tadaaa . Celestine and the rest are already there with the cakes and all the foods. HAHA. Yeah it was a surprise birthday party for Ser Lee , Zulaiha & Deepak. After we ate our food we proceeded to the playground and play some games and chit chat. Played "Ouch." It was so awesome but very painful , like duuhh! HAHA. Left the place at 5 plus and went back home. Cousins were at my house and soon my handsome neighbor who looked like Aliff Aziz walked pass my house. He smiled at my mother and my mother waved at him. Then I saw him and he smiled(: Aww melts. (okehh not I' am loyal to hott guy) HAHAHA. But he is really cute laa when he smile. So my aunty was like , "ehh handsome ehh that guy." Then my mother said , " tuhh shahidah punyer." I was like what? -show pathetic face. My mother said if he want the daughter , then must be nice to the mother first (she was joking , like duhh ). Something like that laa. I just show her my pathetic face because I don't like him anymore and I so love my hott guy. HAHAHA. Anyway AuntRadiah didn't come to watch the performance and to see my hott guy today but I saw Handsomeboy. HAHA. Okehh that's it for today. Bye(:

Hello ! I did attend school today and school was okehh except for biology which I almost fall asleep. Today lesson was taught by Miss Phua( or what ever they call it ) , no offense but she is very boring. She read through the notes , like that I also can read what. I didn't pay attention , I was busy humming and highlighting the notes given. But I did read through the notes. Tomorrow there's Chinese New Year celebration and AuntRadiah said she wanted to come down and watched the concert and I know what's her intention. Because of hott guy kan? Haiyo very bad. Since you want to see hott guy then you better bring handsomeboy along. hahaha. Adekk, didn't I told you last time that what ever happens , you will always be my adekk. Bear in mind that I 'am always here for you when ever you need me. So there is no such thing that kakak doesn't care about you or what so ever because kakak really loves you and care about you. So do text me if you need my help. I love you adekk(: That's it for today. Goodnight people.

Hello ! well I did attend school today and early in the morning , my younger sister made me angry. I set my alarm clock at 6.05am and then snooze it for 10 mins which means i'll wake up at 6.15 and ready to take a shower but this lazy girl busy sleeping and when i woke up at 6.20am my grandmama will straight away tell her to wake up and she'll say "quickly wake up, your sister is already awake." So this lazy girl will straight away wake up and run towards the toilet i was like wth. I set the alarm clock and still i didn't get to use the toilet first. So unfair ,  each time I told my mum about this she will say, " let her be laa, anyway their school is very far from our house, let her bathe first." What crap is this? haiyaa. Okehh school was okehh and we had photo taking for i-dont-know-why. Poa was okehh had class test but half way through we started talking. HAHA. Assembly was so boring, I got no idea what is their motive of showing us the video and some northlanders kept on clapping their hand. Reached home and do stuff that I' am supposed to do and here I' am updating my blog. I think I' am going to take a nap after this because I really feel very sleepy . I want to buy new moon storybook real soon. But I' am just to lazy to get out from this house and walked to Northpoint and purchased the book at Popular. HAHA. I' am so lazy , i know. 

Hello. Basically what I am going to say after this won't make sense at all but this is what I feel right now. I' am on cloud nine (i got no idea why must it be nine). I 'am floating in the air , sitting on the cloud ,hugging the moon, touching the stars, kissing the hott sun and waving at the birds. Obviously I' am dreaming and love is in the air. I 'am so happy and only god knows. You know I know.  I 'am at dreamland right now , I took a shuttle bus to dreamland after school and I don't wish to come back home. HAHAH I' am talking crap. Like duhh!

Hello ! how are you ? okehh today I did attend school even though I don't feel like going to school this morning. Monday blues i guess. School was okehh ,  hott guy is so hott like always. Know what? There's no mass run today. Say what? HipHipHurray. Unfortunately, there was a public caning. That's totally not good. I got no idea why the new principal wants all the student to witness the public caning. Haiyo. I hate to see public caning. Reminds me of I' am not stupid one or two. I don't know. Today's public caning was scary. So back to class, lessons start. Had biology and we have to do the practical again . This time my group tried something cool but disgusting. We put the iodine onto the onion and looked at the microscope ( or what ever they call it ) and the cell was super disgusting. Eww it was really black and disgusting. Then last period had maths test. Then went back home. Eat and switch on the computer and right now I' am smiling. HAHA. " On the way to the moon. " I love to sing this when ever I' am happy or thinking about something which really makes me happy. Only god knows. "On the way to the moon. " Ohh crap shahidah , it doesn't make sense at all ,  right? I know. So yeah AuntRadiah, you want hott guy? Ohh no way. HAHA. So that's it for today. Bye.

Look at the picture above. Uh huh. That's my abang. He is the best damn thing on earth. He understand me. When ever I 'am sad , he will be the one who will cheer me up. When I' am bored , he will be the one who will accompany and entertain me. He is the one who had been going through thick & thin with me for all this while. Guiding & helping when  I' am in need. Thank you very much , I really appreciate it. I promise that I'll cherish and treasure you. Do forgive me if I have ever hurt your feelings. Do bear in mind that I' am always here if you need my help (: Abang, you were there when ever I need your help, you always know how to brighten up my day and make me smile. Once again thank you so much. This may be a short post for you but I' am sincere & hope that you like it.

Hello ! It's finaally Friday ! Ohh i' am starting to love weekends , thanks to school. School was okehh. Maths was funny and i 'am very can't-fused (confused) you know i know. HAHA .  I saw hott guy and as per usual he never failed to make me melt with his adorable face . I hate mass reading on Friday because we have to wear the school tie and i hate the tie. So tomorrow is Deepak's birthday so I would like to wish him an advance birthday wish because i' am afraid if i can't update my blog tomorrow because my uncle will be using it so yeah.

Hello ! Sorry for being M.I.A for a few days as I was busy with lots of stuff. Teacher been giving homework almost everyday. I' am also busy with my life right now. On the other hand, I kind of regret taking Bio and Poa. I don't know why, too stress i guess. I' am not happy right now because the projector in my class is now working and that means I can't waste time before lessons start. Usually we will change class but now no more . Lesson will start on time. Sigh . Actually I don't know what to say but itchy hand been pleading me to update. I' am a very busy woman. HAHAHA! I have been neglecting my diary too. Busy with homework, watching tv, wasting time and lots more. So I think I shall stop here before I start my nonsense. So bye(:

Hello ! I' am back from the secondary one camp. It was awesome & tiring. But overall I have fun with my awesome 1ea. They are the best. So I have to treat them as my younger sister & brother for 2 days and 1 night. The boys just can't stop making me feel irritated with their lame jokes and nonsense especially Asyraf & Hakim.. They always want to argue with me. That naughty boy never failed to make me laugh. Let me share with you what happened on the 1st  and 2nd day since I got nothing better to do. Well I reached on time , and after the briefing we had to mark attendance and checked attire and all those stuff. Next , (this portion is for AuntRadiah) , MrHandsomeBoy was my leader. Huahuhahua.  Next, they had their lunch ,  dumdidum. They have to proceed to their classroom to prepare for the concert and party. Skip skip skip. I texted abang asking him to accompany me at night because i'll be having sentry duty so I do not want to fall asleep and feel bored so yeah he agreed. Thank you (: Let's skip this part. Overall the concert was great actually. Like i said abang did accompany me from 9pm to 12 plus i think. But still I did my job okehh as a class leader. Taking attendance, asking them to settle down and leading them to canteen , hall and etc. See I did my part as a class leader and that is one of the reason why I was very tired . Time for sentry duty , it was boring walking around asking the sec one to sleep but they didn't want but they sleep after 2 am , too tired i think. My duty was from 1 am to 2 am. After that was not my duty so time to sleep so I did sleep for 2 hours beside Yanty. That girl is so cute and friendly. Skip skip skip. Breakfast time , class leader had to got to the NRG hub for something which i won't say here. Basically that was out breakfast. Sigh .  Skip skip skip. Time to go home. I was so happy. 1ea got first for amazing race. They are amazing i tell you. 

As promised I'll post my boyfriend picture today and I actually thought of posting the outing pictures too but very leceh so next time laa ehh. Anyone interested to know? I can see a few people raising up their hand. Hoho. That's cool. I' am so lame. I know. 

Hello ! well it's finally 2009. haha. Time flies so fast , that's what everyone says. First day of school is not bad just that I feel so weird wearing my school uniform and going to level 3. Not used to it uh. Actually I don't feel like posting because I don't know what to post but I do not want to neglect my blog because nowadays I' am busy with my new diary. HAHA ! So here I' am updating my blog. So let me share with you guys what happened the other day. My family went to Singapore Expo because there was popular mega sale which started on 27 dec 08 and ends on 1st january 2009. So we went on 31st December 2008. Most of the things are quite cheap . Like duhh , discount up to 80 %. We went there to look around and I actually wanted to buy new story book as we already bought our stationaries. So I went to english book section and I  saw gossip girl storybook. Usual price was $11.90 and after discount it was only $1. yeah super cheap huh? It's still in a good condition. uh huh. Next I bought a nice storybook for $4.90. Usually it cost about $10 plus. So cool (: Lots of things happened on the last week of holiday. That is why I miss holiday so much. Anyway I got a new boyfriend. HAHAHAHAHA! He so hot and sexy. Wanna know who? Wait for my next post. I'll take picture with my boyfriend and post it. So wait and see. He is so hot & sexy. I promise I will take good care of him and he promised that he will always be there for me and cheer me up. HAHAHAHAH! Stop guessing and wondering who he is because i'll tell you guys very soon. So do visit my blog often because i'll post his picture any time. Not interested to know? who cares. HAHAHA. Anyway hate the way i post? then unnecessary comment are not needed , just keep it to yourself.