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Saturday, May 30, 2009

Hello ! Imma happy kid now & thanks to Michelle ! Michelle , if you're reading this , I want to tell you that you ROCK ! Finally , I understand what she's trying to tell me yesterday .. HAHA .. Only god knows how I felt on that day , so embarrassing/happy .. HAHA .. Plus plus , during POA , Michelle and Ser Lee showed me ZAC EFRON'S picture .. Whoooahh .. I' am so delighted .. Thanks to both of you ! HAHAHAHAHAHAH ...

On the other hand , yesterday had a great talk with Fytriaa Hunney .. She's really great and I swear I love you so much dearest (: Talking to her can really make me go crazy . HAHA . Iloveyou .

Next , I'll be going out again with family to someone's wedding and will be back at night .. - show sad face .. I don't feel like going and tomorrow still have to go .. Whoaah tired leehh ..

Lastly , I was really surprised because MrALLTIMELOSER replied my message .. Aww , HAHA ! & yeah , he didn't make me go insane yesterday .. Like finally mann .. I miss talking to you .. But I miss hott guy more . HAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAA ! You are no longer a loser , my dear friend .. haaha.

Okeeh , I won't talk about hott guy anymore , like I said to Fytriaa , it's time to move on . I guess all this while , I' am still stuck in the past and I' am living in the past and I have to start using my brain and to move on and get over you .. Thanks for everything Love ..

Friday, May 29, 2009

Well yesterday school was okehh .. Mr Brian brought us to Northland Primary School as they had post exams activities and I was in charge of soccer . I had to be the umpire for soccer . Tell me what kind of joke is this ? But it was okehh , kind of fun seeing the primary 5 students playing soccer .. They are so cute .. After that went back to school and went back home straight after that as I have to accompany uncle to hospital for his checkup. So it was okay actually ..

On the other hand , I just remove my tagboard because of something and I already explain everything to you . Right ?

Next , HOTT GUY ! YES , HOTT GUY ! This two word has been with me for the past 2 years . 2 YEARS and NOT 2 MONTHS .. I really love you and my feeling for you is still as strong as day one . The day when everything started , the day when I fell in love with you .. You mean so much to me , your presence really play a big part in my life . I' am not asking for anything else , just your presence can already make my day . You teach me the meaning of love , meaning of friendship .. You are one of the reasons why I' am happy to be in school , why I' am smiling , why I' am still standing strong .. I really love you , I don't wish to get over you . Yes , I did say a lot of times that i want to get over you because I have to .. But each time I said that , I always fail to do so because deep inside my heart , that's where you are .. My feeling for you is still very strong .. But this past few days , I don't know why , I suddenly feel like giving up , I feel like telling you the whole story .. But I' am not prepare to face the consequences .. So I have made up my mind , to force myself to get over you . I will try my best . I' am not going to confess to you because the answer will be No and Im not that type of girl . So I guess thats it . Nowadays your actions , my actions , in fact everything makes me feel very weird and I think I don't love you like how I used to anymore even if I still do , do you even care ? I don't think so . So it's better this way .. I'll leave you and thanks for all the memories . Maybe you have forgotten them but I'll never forget it . Never ever ..

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Hello ! Had post exams activity today , I joined Floorball .. & Guess what ? I play like shit (expected) HAAHA .. I ran around , hit the ball and managed to score 4 goals .. Not showing off , just that I feel so happy , it's like a dream come true hokeeh .. I did tell my teammates before the game start , I told them that I' m playing this for fun and not to win . & yeah , even though we didn't win the game but trust me , I really had so much fun just now even though I had stomachache during the game , I don't know why . Want to know something ? I bet , those who watched the game , know about this .. SHAHIDAH FELL LIKE A ROTTEN PINEAPPLE ! Really , I was really paisey .. Her stick was somewhere near my leg and I didn't knew about it so I tried to run with the ball and I ended up falling down like a rotten pineapple . HAHAHAHA ! Malu laa .. But it was funny actually .. HAHA .. & It wasn't her fault , this always happen in games .. On the other hand , lessons were fine and I think that's my post for today .. I need to go and watch Saus Kacang AGAIN .. Haaha (:

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

3rd post . HAAHA .. Anyway , did I tell you that I dream about Zac Efron last night .. HAHA .. Like finally mann .. I dream that he called me about something , aww he so sweet .. The cool part was Vanessa was in front of me but he called me instead of calling vanessa .. HAHA .. I' am so on cloud nine . HAHAA .. I wished it was true but sadly only in my dreams . HAHA .. Actually , I got nothing else to do .. Been staying at home for 4 days already .. I'll be back tomorrow .. && about the guy that I mentioned in my previous post , haaha .. I already knew what is it about and I think I should just forget about it because it happened in 2007 just that my link is still there .. So yeah , I don't care about that .. She is my sister all time idol and I think , it has nothing got to do with me . I support Aliff Aziz and that's the end .. I need to go , McSpicy and Double Chocolate Frappe waiting for me (: Bye !

I'm Baaaaack ! After I sign out , I realised that it has been a verrrrry loooooong time since I last post Zac Efron's picture so here we go ~~~~~~~

there's more actually but something is bothering me right now and I' am really worried and curious . Mummy told me that yesterday night , she and sister was browsing through the internet as sister wanted to download her idol's picture which until now I don't know how to spell his name and they said they saw my blog while browsing his picture and they showed my post about him . Since when did I ever post about him , I don't even know how to spell his name . So right now , I' am waiting patiently till 3.30pm to get the full information from sister regarding this thing . I've got nothing to do with him . Why is my blog there ? Right now , I' am going to read through my archives . Im really curious . I need to go . Continue later ~

Hello . It's 12.35pm and I' am at home .. HAHA ! I' am on mc .. I watched Saus Kacang ( peanut sauce ) something like that laa hah .. & I rate that show 4/5 . So awesome ! It's really funny and very sweet .. A very interesting indonesia show . Initially , I wanted to watch that show because of Ashraf Sinclair .. Ohh he so hott . HAHA . So I tried to watch it in youtube but not so clear so I tried to download it but it takes very long . So I decided to buy the vcd and yeah like finally , I got it and it's really worth it .. You guys should really watch it if you haven't ..

On the other hand , my lips still hurt like OHMYGOD . The moment I apply the medicine on my lips , I felt like screaming , so painful ! Next , I was supposed to apply another cream on my right leg but I didn't . The pain makes me go insane till I forgot to apply medicine on my leg . HAHA .

So yeah basically that's my post for today .. I need to go now , I want to eat .. HAAHA .. Bye (:

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hello ! Well I skipped school todaay because my lips/mouth is killing me . The pain is so annoying and I have difficulty to talk .. I realised that because of my lips , I tend to make stupid faces . The pain is really irritating hokeeh . I can't smile like how I used to .. Anyway , we went Bugis yesterday to accompany sister as she wanted to buy a new bag .. Duhh ! Of course new right. Guess how much I brought yesterday ? HAHA .. 2 digit ! Okehh laa , shall not waste time .. I brought ..... Okehh wait , promise not to laugh okeeh ? 85 cents ! Yess , I repeat , 85 cents only .. Laugh laa , laugh laa .. So all the way , I was really quiet and each time I saw nice things , I'll start to make stupid faces .. I didn't bring any money with me besides that pathetic 85 cents so I just kept quiet and don't dare to ask for anything but I thought mummy will at least buy something for me but I was totally wrong because she thought I don't want anything .. But it wasn't her fault , I' am not really interested actually ..

Went Bugis Junction and I saw this really nice bag and I have made up my mind that I' am going to buy that instead of the nike air max since I still have my nike shoe but I also have my nike sling bag .. ahh , who cares ? If you love something , you'll make lots of reasons/excuses just to own that thing .. So I' am so gonna buy that bag even though I' am sure that thing is really expensive ( i didn't ask about the price actually ) but we shall wait and see laa ehh ..

So after that we went to paragon to check out the price for the crumpler bag which uncle wants to buy and I saw another cool bag but I don't intend to buy it . Then I asked mummy to follow me to Toys R Us as I wanted to buy HSM diary with Zac Efron's picture but sadly , they only sell diary with VANESSA ' S face ONLY ! Caan the company please start to manufacture HSM diary with ZAC EFRON'S picture ONLY ? I promise , I'll buy it .. So for now , I won't be updating any thing in my current diary which only left with 1 page .. I want to find the diary , I believe I cann or at least a HSM diary with everybody's face and not only her face ..

As for today , we went to M to buy something .. and I bought 2 teeshirts and 1 dont-know-what to-call-it .. Imma happy kid now .. But I still have lotsa things in my mind .. But anyway , thanks mummy and grandmummy ..So yeah , basically that's my post for today , I' am going to apply medicine onto my lips and right leg and eat that freaking tablet and off to sleep . So bye , good night people (:

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Hello .. Im really sad right now .. It is so unexpected mann . I thought I have succeed but NO . Still not enough lehh .. I better stop this before anything happen . I , NUR SHAHIDAH is actually talking ABOUT MONEY .. I repeat , I' am really SAD right now after I finished counting my money . Still not enough , So unexpected mann .. I thought finally I can shop but still NOT ENOUGH , YOU KNOW ! YOU KNOW OR NOT ? You don't know right ? I know .. I want to shop but still I do not have enough money . So yeah basically I' am talking about money .. I' am not talking about anybody , I want to change for the better . I' am so dissapointed in myself .. I better say goodbye to all those nice and cute stuff out there , not enough money to buy you lehh .. Maybe only in my dreams .. I pity myself , everytime fail to get what I want .. On the other hand , got back the papers already . I got no comment , Thank God for everything .. I kind of expect that this thing will happen which is I FAILED MY BIOLOGY ! No big deal huh ? I didn't study well for it , I put all my notes in my High School Musical file , I carried it where ever I go , to the kitchen , to my bedroom , to the living room but I only read it when I have the mood .. The one stack of notes , make me go haywire .. So yeah basically I didn't study well for BIOLOGY . HAHA .. My fault actually .. So yeah , basically that's my post for today . I repeat , this time my post is about Money and Result only . Thank you and goodbye .. Not being sarcastic hokehh ..

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Hello .. I just don't understand why some people are against me .. What the hell did I do to you ? I don't fight with people , I don't stare at them in school ( in fact , people did that to me . ) , I didn't broke my promises .. Yes , I do make mistakes , I lied to my family when necessary , I asked my friends to shut their mouth when I had mood swings , sometimes I didn't hand up assignments on time ... But what the hell did I do to you till you treat me this way ? Why ? Ask yourself , what did Shahidah do to you ? I have enough of problems , education , personal , love life , family and now FRIENDSHIP .. Please laa , give me some happiness can or not ? I just can't accept it when YOU said , Or maybe, you should just go and get new friends. If you have any.. What are you trying to say ? I don't have any friends ? I only have issues with one people ... Tell me what for I find new friend ? I don't want to lose all my wonderful friends just because I got problem with this particular person .. Now tell me if I' am doing the wrong thing by saying this ..

To Celestine and Deepak : Thanks a lot for being there when I need someone to talk to .. You guys really understand me when SOME PEOPLE just don't understand me at all .. I' am sure , you guys know how I felt right now to be treated like this .. You know how painful it is right ? I don't mind if people call me sensitive because this shows that I have heart and I do use my brain and heart to think about others feeling before I open my mouth . Right ? I' am not perfect , I do make mistakes . Hopefully , the both you willing to correct my mistakes and do forgive me if I've ever hurt your feeling .. I love the both of you and also my Memoory Family ..

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I , Nur Shahidah going to make this clear and simple and yeah I'm refering this post to dear passer-by .. You know who you are .. Firstly , thanks for your opinion and just so you know , you totally misunderstood what I said earlier on .. For your info , I've been very kind by listening and following everything that they asked for all this while .. I' am not being forced to do so , I did it willingly because they are my friends .. So when I said I don't want to join that particular activity , no one seems to care about my decision and they left me alone while they join that particular activity .. Yes I do felt very sad because none of my friend wants to join me .. & YOU said , "i don't think any of your friends forced you to join them, there's this thing called asking. and maybe they're just asking " .. It's totally different from what I said earlier on .. You okayy or not ? You're not in my position .. This isn't the first time .. I have my reasons why I said this .. I do respect their decisions .. So now , what do you want to say ? What's your opinion right now ? I don't want to start a fight here .. Secondly , you asked me to find a new friend , if I have any .. What for ? Just because I said this , you asked me to find a new friend ? Hello ! I treasure my friends and I love them .. I won't leave them just because of this small problem .. I seriously think , you have grudges on me or you hate me .. The way you said , seriously show that you hate the way I' am .. Be in my position and you'll know everything .. Once again , I' m really sorry and thanks for YOUR OPINION .. && you asked me to tell my friend , what for ? they have their own brain to think .. I , myself not that perfect to correct others ..

Woaaaaaahh HEARTACHE ! I was browsing through some cool website and I came across a really nice NIKE shoe and the dope-shit thing is ..... it's way cheaper than my current shoe and much more nicer .. Walauuweyy ... HEARTACHE okeyy .. Now I got more reasons why I SHOULD save money .. I want to own that shoe lehh .. Now I don't feel like seeing my current shoe or I'll cry .. HAHA .. okeh I better not say this because I scared of losing it .. There's a couple of incidents that happened to me when I actually praise this particular thing so much and criticise my own stuff and after that I found out that I lost the thing and it's nowhere to be found .. Scary oii .. HAHA ..

Hello ... There's no school todaay .. HOHO .. Anyway , this morning I suddenly thought of going shopping but I don't have enough bucks . How to shop ? Use leaf ahh ? Dream on Shahidaah .. But if I were to save my money everyday till June , I think caan make it laa hah .. But how to save money ? It's not easy .. But who cares , I'm going to make my dreams come true .. I want to shop very badly .. I want to shop for tops and bottoms but maybe more to tops laa hah .. Was blog-hopping just now and I saw pretty clothing at a few blogshop .. But looking at my not so cute purple wallet , makes me feel like crying .. HAHAH .. On the other hand , mummy is at the doorstep talking to MrNeighbor's grandmummy .. Guess what ? They're talking about MrNeighbor . HAHA .. I know your secret . BOOHOO ! HAHAHAHA .. I feel like eating ChewyJr , but how lehh ? I think I've gained weight , but WAIT ! , I don't have to think , I do gained weight & already FAT .. But who cares , as long as I'm happy , it shouldn't be a problem .. But I do have my own limit .. Anyhoo , since Mye is over , I think I shall start procrastinating again .. HAHA .. I repeat , I shall start procrastinating everything again .. HAHA .. Okeeh lorh , I need to go and visit other website or maybe watch movie online since I' am very free right now and maybe later going out to waste some money .. HAHA .. So bye ..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Hello .. it's 3.20pm right now & I'm watching Anugerah2007 ... Ader AliffAziz .. HAHA .. Anyway , I'm really bored to death right now .. Adekk , cepaat reply laa .. On the other hand , siblings went for their religious class a few minutes ago and after a few minutes , I heard their laughter and they told me that there was no religious class and they saw Mr Neighbor under the void deck . HAHAHAHA .. So right now , I' am still wondering what to do tomorrow .. I've got nothing else to say actually .. I'll be back soon ..

Hello .. As promised , i'll post today & I have SO MANY THINGS TO SAY .. But IM NOT IN THE MOOD .. Initially I don't want to blog as it might offend some people but I just can't tolerate this anymore .. Why must everyone listen to you ? For once can you guys listen to me ? I said I don't want means I bloody hell don't want laa .. & you jolly well listen laa .. For once listen to me and join me .. This isn't your first time .. All this while , I've been listening and following you guys now can't you do the freaking same thing to me ? Please laa spare some thought for me .. This is the first time I' am asking you guys to follow what I want .. Now I've said it in my blog and from the bottom of my heart , I'm sorry .. I know you may think I' am very sensitive but who doesn't ? I've been listening and following everything that you said for all this while , now that I said " I don't want .. " No one seems to care and I've to do it alone ..

On the brighter side , today is the last day of MYE .. Like finally .. So I think I deserve some thing great .. I want to go out tomorrow .. Not sure with who .. I shall wait & see .. I need someone to talk to .. Okehh laa .. I shall bid goodbye now ..

Monday, May 18, 2009

Check out this pictures at NDP website .. haaha ..

Hello .. TOMORROW I'LL BE SITTING FOR MY LAST PAPER . AHAHAH .. That means I have to study AGAIN later . Endure shahidah , endure .. There's so many things to study but the paper is only 1hr 15 mins . & I don't wish to talk about biology paper which was a total disaster .. Anyway , I didn't know that Thursday is a holiday .. I thought it's on Wednesday .. But who cares , the important thing is Wednesday & Thursday is a holiday for me .. HAHA .. AuntRadiah , edaah dah taak KENTAL lagi . HAHA ..

On the other hand , life is fine .. I' am happier now .. You know , I know , Public don't know ahh .. I still love hott guy & I don't care what others think because as long as I' am happy then it shouldn't be a problem . HAHA .. MrALLTIMELOSER back into action yesterday and as per usual he was just talking rubbish and I just can't be bothered ..

So yeah basically that's my post for today and as promised I'll be back when exams are over .. ( if i' am able to use the laptop ) Bye (:

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hello sunshine .. A quick update before I have my breakfast and off to study BIOLOGY .. Mid-year is still not over yet and AuntRadiah , I know what you're going to say , KENTAL .. HAHA .. Anyway , I still have lots of things to memorize and the ONE STACK of notes is such a nuisance .. Why can't there be a darling to me and jolly well get those notes stick onto my brain ? Halfway through reading the notes , I forgot what I just read in the beginning .. Irritating hokaayyy ... I know you don't understand .. Haiyoo .. I' am so fed-up & I feel like giving up .. Can I just burn the notes and pour all the ashes into my MILO ICE and drink it . Haiyoo .. My brain has gone haywire already .. I' am just talking rubbish and no one understands me .. Anyone understand ? HAHA .. Okayy laa , I shall hunt for food now . Bye (:

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Hello everybody .... HAHAH .. Biology on Monday . Say what ? " GONE CASE , FOR SURE .. " .. Like I said last time , since when Biology is easy for me ? I got 1 STACK of notes for me to revise and memorize . I repeat , ONE STACK . 5 awesome topics ( my foot okehh ) .. I wonder if I could exchange my brain with Miss Ong or Ms Tay's brain . HAHAHA .. So I don't have to squeeze the juice out of my brain .. Wheeyyyy ~ Okehh enough of fantasy .. Anyway , I started revising at 10am just now and the moment I held the ONE STACK of notes .. My mood changes and I felt like screaming . But fortunately , I only have one paper on Monday so I can concentrate on Biology and luckily the past doesn't repeat itself whereby I have Geo and Biology on the same day . My goodness , only god knows how miserable it was to study for that subjects on the same day .. I can hear my brain crying .. Anyway , lets endure this shahidaah .. Actually , I got nothing more to say .. I shall bid goodbye now . Bye ~

Fytriaa & AuntRadiah , we shall plan the outing soon okehh ?

Friday, May 15, 2009

Hello .. 2 more papers to go .. Biology and Chemistry .. School was fine .. Physics paper was disaster , I didn't study well for it but anyway if I study for it still it won't really help because the paper was really tough and it really need common sense and I guess I don't have it just now . HAHA .. Anyway , Aunt Radiah .. I read your post already .. So sweet .. I miss you too ..

I miss the time that we used to have .. Spending my time with you talking about random stuffs .. We can never stop talking .. I always have lots of things to share with you .. We had the long talks every night , talking and gossiping about lots of things .. Laughing at our silly stories .. Eating maggie and drinking MILO ICE .. aww I miss it .. HAHA .. Chatting with you yesterday really brighten up my day and I was laughing at myself each time I read our conversation . We so random right ? Anyway , I want to listen to the song that he dedicate to you can ? HAHA .. We shall meet up soon and start sharing stories .. Anyway , I MISS YOU TOO AUNTRADIAH .. I LOVE YOU COUSIN ..

So I guess that's my post for today .. I'll be back soon ..

I still love you very much .. I really do ..

xoxo , Shahidaah ..

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Hellooooooooooooo !!!! Today's paper is totally a disaster .. Really , I' am not kidding .. I feel like killing myself the moment I flipped through the pages .. Walauuweyyy .. Can't they set easy paper ? Have mercy on me . Can or not ? POA paper is seriously killing me , I better prepare the graveyard before I die of looking at my result . The paper was so freaking difficult and question 3 was miserable . No matter what I do , I still can't balance it .. I feel like throwing away the paper and bang the table . That's how I felt just now .. I felt so fed-up .. I did the classwork and homework , hoping that it could help me during exams but in the end , I can't do it . & I call myself a POA student when I can't even finish the paper and answer the freaking theory questions . OhmyGod .. Enough of talking shit , there's no point regretting , answers script is with teacher . Apart from that , after school , I went home and do my daily routine and start revising for geography . There's lots of things to memorize . I need to study well for this or I won't call myself a Geography student anymore .. Mid-year is really killing me and after stressing myself memorizing the notes and diagrams , I decided to use the computer for awhile but I' am going to return back to my notes later .. Notes is my dearest boyfriend for the time being . HAHA .. But the moment I received the exam paper , I became so panicked and almost forgot what I've memorized . HAHA .. Okehh laa , I shall bid goodbye now . Bye ~

I still love hott guy ~ That's the truth ..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Hello :D Malay , english , social studies and maths paper one are over . wheeee ... I got maths paper two and POA paper tomorrow . Nightmare ! ahh .. Have to start revising later .. Malay paper two was a disaster , i tell you . First section already give me headache and I call myself malay . haiyoo .. Anyway , i've tried my best already . So no point regretting or what so ever .. hmmm ... I think I shall stop here and continue some other time . Sorry for the short post because I got no idea what to post . Bye ~ Keep tagging .. Zac Efron so hott , insult him and i'll make sure you suffer . haaha ..

Monday, May 11, 2009

Shall stop uploading Zac Efron's picture for the time being & upload my pathetic picture or else readers will get bored of it .

Hello :D I don't intent to make this blog dead as my last paper is next week. Haiyoo .. So long lehh .. Anyway , I miss blogging actually and I know my blog miss me too .. Life is fine and I have emaths paper one and social studies paper tomorrow . Surprisingly , I spent my day yesterday writing ss notes for chapter 2 . I summarised it and now I only have to read 4 pages of notes .. Tried my best to memorize it but haiyaa ... Don't bother talking about it .. There's lots of things to memorize but only 2 will be tested . Urgh ! Okehh laa .. Enough of complaining , I shall bid goodbye and get back to my notes . I think my notes miss me more .. Bye ~

Saturday, May 09, 2009

hello (: Quick update before I do something else . I miss blogging actually . Anyway was surfing the net and I end up reading Zac Efron's biography and I saw this . HAHA .

I'm not really into partying. Don't get me wrong - I've gone to a club. But I'd much rather be with my close friends at home or a concert, or on a trip. I'll go dancing with my grandma. She likes to cut a rug!

I'm definitely not getting married. In this business, you're either getting married or they want you to be pregnant. I'm not getting married until I'm forty. If ever.

HAHAH .. I salute you mann .. & Zac Efron is a singer and stop saying he's not .. Got to this link for more information . (if you want to) .. If I say I love someone then you jolly well don't insult or talk bad things about him because I know what I' am doing . (:

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1374980/bio

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Hello :D This'll be my last post as exams are coming real soooooon .. Tomorrow is my first paper . 1h45min for english and 2h for malay . Extra 15mins for malay . Why ? I got no idea . Time flies so fast , today is Thursday .. I' am not ready for tomorrow's paper .. I' am not ready .. I've got to memorize the formats later . No more procrastinating shahidaah .. HAHA .. Been procrastinating for too long already so better start holding the notes/books right now .. I guess I won't be updating this poor blog until mid-year is over . I'll be back as soon as exams are over .. I promise .. So while I' am away , Zac Efron will accompany my blog .. Anyway , today lessons were quite fun . Time flies so fast when we are having fun .. But time flies faster when I saw hott guy . haaha .. Okehh laa , I better stop talking about this .. I shall bid goodbye now as I need to finish up the practice paper that Mr Eu gave me and start memorizing the formats . NO MORE PROCRASTINATING :D .. Bye ~

I love ZAC EFRON but I love HOTT GUY MORE but I love MYSELF THE MOST ..

I LOVE ZACHARY DAVID ALEXANDER EFRON ALOTT .

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

This guy ^^ has never failed to make my heart goes dum-dum-dum ..

Hello :D school was fine .. uh huh it rained in the morning and I felt like going back to my bed and sleep but thinking about hott guy ( HAHA! ), motivates me to go to school and since exam is in 2 days time . haaha . Whuteveerrr Shahidaah . My school bag was really heavy today and I think it can really make me go shorter . I want to grow and not shrink . haaha .

Apart from school , like I said yesterday , I still love hott guy . Humans need heartbeat to live & I need you . You're my heart throb . Uh huh . You're one of the reasons why there is a smile on my face , everyday . You're one of the reasons why I' am still standing strong . I really need you . Tom needs Jerry . Pooh needs piglet . Mickey needs Minney . Romeo needs Juliet . Spongebob needs Patrick . Hero needs heroine . Zac Efron needs Vanessa ( I guess , HAHA ! ) but I think Zac Efron needs me more .HAHA. kidding . So yeah , && I need you . You're the one that I love .

Okehh . I won't make this a very draggy post . I've got to go . Will be back some other time . Check out my plurk for quick updates . Bye ~

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

My Love & Soul . ^^

Hello :D Well my day was fine , I guess . School was fine . After self-study , I quickly rushed home as I wanted to watch Ellen Degeneres ( i got no idea hw they spell it ) . As soon as I reached the door steps . My sister took her own sweet time to open the door & I asked her to quickly open the door .

Mummy was like , " what happened ? " & I replied , " I want to watch Zac Efron !!" .

Mummy : " Where , Where ?" & I replied , " Tv laa .. "

I quickly rushed to my room and get my clothes & Grandmama was like , " why ? " & I replied , " I want to watch Zac Efron . " & she asked again , " where ?" & I said " tv laa .." & quickly rushed to the toilet . Zac Efron so hott .. Im so happy . Only god knows .

Apart from that , I know what I' am going to say after this is really wrong but I can't hide this anymore . Anyway , this is my blog after all . So yeaahhhh ... I think ... I' AM IN LOVE WITH HOTT GUY AGAIN ! urgh .. It's not easy for me . I tried not to love him but I really can't . Seeing him really brighten up my day , I just can't stop thinking about him . It seems so hard for me to get over you . Why is this thing happening to me ? I don't want to continue this but I really can't . I've tried so many ways but to get over you is not easy . Others may think this is easy but not for me. I really can't . I can really go crazy each time I see you . Close friends knows this . Yes , I do love Zac Efron ( no.1 fan & celebrity kind of love ) . I don't really care if Zac Efron were to marry Vanessa or who ever because I know , I won't get him . But you are the one that I love . You are the one that I treasure the most . You are the one that I care . I love you , I really do . I love to see you happy . Your presence really play a big part in my life . I love to see you , it really brighten up my day . I know I shouldn't say this because you're not mine but everyone will fall in love & I fell in love with you . As long as I don't disturb your relationship , i think it's not wrong to love you because it doesn't bother you . I fell in love with you the moment I saw your display picture . My heart says , " you're my love , you're my soul ." Right after that , you are the only one I love . Yes , I do admit , at some point of time , I do hate you & love someone else instead but the feeling was not so long . I fell in love with you again . My feeling come & go but my feelings for you has never fade .

I think I shall stop here & continue some other time because I' am hungry .. Anyway , my diary is running out of pages already & 75% of my posts are about Hott Guy & 20% of it are about Zac Efron . I have his ( ZAC EFRON ) picture in my diary & I won't let anyone to step or cross over my diary . haaha . Bye ~

Monday, May 04, 2009

Hello . about 4 more days to mid-year and im still here updating my blog . haahaa . you can't expect me to study all the way right ? i need some time to relax my mind . haaha . anyway , thought of giving school a miss today as the weather this morning was really cool but since i'm already awake then might as well come to school right ? & luckily i went because there's listening compre ( mother tongue ) hahaa . Apart from that , life is pretty cool . I admit I still can't get over hott guy but i think i've improved ( i've said this many time ) , i don't go hugagaga kind of thing each time i see him . hahaa . So i guess that's all for today . I need to go and finished up my homeworks . bye ~

You're my HERO & I love Zachary David Alexander Efron , I really do .

Sunday, May 03, 2009

Woohooooohoooooo ..... Shahidah is back . Just got back from Jurong bird park . haahaa . It has been ages since I last when there . Let me think , maybe more than 6 years ago . Really . We usually go Zoo . So yeah , there's not much difference . Just the entrance maybe . Took quite a lot of photos but as soon as we entered the World Of Darkness . My digital camera when "POP . " . The battery was empty , luckily that was our last stop . haha . Anyway , I saw one guy who looked like Zac Efron . He's really hott but Zac Efron hotter . haahaa . I think I'm done . Bye ~

- I better stop procrastinating . haahaa ..

Saturday, May 02, 2009

He is the reason why I' am smiling from ear to ear right now. ^^

Hello ! ahhhhaaaaaaa ... Imma happy kid after viewing Afini's Blog . Zac Efron so hott , i tell you. How many times have I said this ?Many many times . Anyway , while on the way to West Coast yesterday , I had this conversation with mummy and sister :

me : ehh , Zac Efron so hott , you know .

sister : -ignore me . ehh , there's swimming pool ( referring to one of the bungalow )

me : ehh , ah-hah there's Zac Efron . Ehh ehh , swimming pool I mean . -laughs .

mummy : Haiyoo ooooooooo ......

See how dumb can i get when it comes to Zac efron . haha . I can't resist his hottness . He so hott . hahahahahaha . Okehh laa before I get crazy , I shall bid goodbye now .