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Friday, August 31, 2007
herloe =]
my phone ish giving me lots and lots of problem.. sumtimes it takes 10 mins for the recipient to receive my msg. oh...SO SORRY... but i dun really care... i dun want to change my phone.. cause theres sumtink special... hahas..=] so SORRY! buhbye. herloe =] "HIM" = the guy that "b" admire... "HIM" ish a different person... yesterday me,sheqin,zulaiqah,ravina and seri celebrate khatheejah's birthday haha it was so0o0o funn. seri = sheqin's primary school bestie who ish now schooling at northbrooks sec. joined us.it was so0o fun with her around. kinda friendly larhs. haha saw FAWZY . kick boxing hahas paisey paisey... and until now i didnt talk to "a"... nvm larhs i told celestine that i will sacrifice everything for "b". its okay im used to it... like what kak ayesha said "it seems like everyone's getting the 'jealousy disease''. haha..go ahead and call her "HONEY,DEARIE,SWEETHEART,SAYANG,LOVE,WIFE, GRANNY,MUMMY,SISTER and whatever it is" as long as she is happy.. i will sacrifice everything for her.=] i hope she is happy. and for sheqin,deepak,celestine,abigail and those who went for the malacca trip... "take care and all the best" _____i will sacrifice everything_____ you want happiness? yeahs...you are always jealous... fine take it...you want to be happy rite? laughter?"a" used to make me feel so0o happy... and i will laugh everytime.....when im with him.. since you are jealous..fine i wont talk to him.. and blahblahblah.... BUT! if you want hott guy... let me slap your face ferst.... wake up!hott guy forever mine... understand? but like what kak ayesha said... i cant do this to "a"... but "a" a type of guy which ish so understanding... he will talk nicely to me... and i still remember when i got this stoopid headache... he copy notes for me and asked me to sleep.. he told deepak not to disturb me,at 9pm he will msg me and asked me to sleep.. and blahblahblah... what if "a" start to talk to me and "b" will get jealous again... ohhhhhhh ssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttt.......... sometimes i guess my presence make the both of them fight.. im so0o sorry... "b" if you are reading my blog im so0o0o sorry.... i just cant take it anymore...hope you understand.. i love you so0o0o much i regard you as my sister... please dont do this to me.. im not trying to steal "a" from you... he love you..not me... and i dont love him.. we are just friend not more than that... im so0o sad when i realised that you are jealous when im with him.. i tried to help him to win ur heart but im scared cause i noe how much you love "HIM" [the guy who you admire so0o much]... he called me sayang cause he regard me as his beloved sister and he told me that in this way i could feel like as if hott guy ish by my side...you understand??? not because of love...like what sheqin said last time...bestfren wont go after bestfren's boyfren... its kinda complicated but i noe u will understand it... and thats what im doin rite now...IM NOT GOIN LOVE THE GUY THAT LOVE YOU... cause all i want ish HOTT GUY... buhbye.
herloe =]] something stoopid happened in school todae. it seriously hurt me s0o0o much.. kinda complicated also... the story begin..=] "a" = a boy from 1EC. "b" =a girl from 1EC. both of them are my friend. you get what i mean? watever it is. "a" admire "b". but unfortunately "b" love other guy. and so "a" asked me to help hym. one day,"a" called me sayang cause he treat me as hys beloved sister.. and so "b" thought that "a" love me. shitt larhs.i felt so frustrated..cant you see? day by day.he tried hys best to make you happy. he never give up eventhough you always scold hym or watever it is. and when 1 day he called me sayang...and you are jealous.. stop it larhs.why is it when a person start to be very close to me something stoopid will happen? and today in school i didnt talk to "a" cause that can make "b" jealous right? fine!i wont talk to him!happy? I WONT TALK TO HIM ANYMORE! HAPPY? nvm,starting from today. "a" dont call me sayang anymore... call "b" SAYANG! i guess that can make her happy... call her "SAYANG,LOVE,HONEY,SWEETHEART,DARLING,WIFE,GIRLFRIEND,SISTER" call me shahidah! that will make her happy... i hope so. buhbye.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
herloe =]] todae skool superr borringg.. haha i cried during litreture..[duno how to spell larhs] haha..ferst tyme cried in front of my frens.. tried not to cry. but i cant take it..it hurts... soooo dumb...shahidah cry? haha.. friendship problem.. totally sucks larhs... i hate to cry larhs.. dun cry animore larhs..dumbgerl assembly totally rubbish... =]] buhbye.
  herloe=]]today school superr funn! had our lessons at the computer lab 2 so almost the whole day inside the comp lab. FERSTLY,thanx to aunt ila and aunt radiah for the pix..thank eu we had our e-learning todae. =]] we are so0o fortunate cause we get to use the tablet PC. whoah funn sey..but some trouble occured.. i restart the comp for 4 times. urgh!but overall it is so0o funn..! last 30 mins at 1.30pm everybody finish-ed their work.. so cann play comp larhs... horray!superr funn! todae saw HIM..[the guy who zulaiqah admire]watever it is larhs so cute..haha.zulaiqah was so0o happy haha...=]] buhbye.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
herloe =]] i guess im goin to lose hym. oh gosh..no way! you dont seem to be bothered.. all you tink ish that gurl. hey who am i to you? im your ________ [not special friend] and she ish your ____________[not special friend] many tingy happens...and i dun understand why must it happen. my endurance have its limit.get it? okay. school kinda funn.. hafiq and celestine wrote "shahidah love hott guy" on the floor using chalk.. urghhh..so0o0o paisey.. quickly wipe it off.. totally embarassing. my place ish lyke so0o dirty! ewww...lots of stuff... the party stuff..dirty dirty.. the gliter,the chalk all those tinny winnie stuff ewww... last last.. thanx hafiq and shaheer for the chocolate.. thank you!=]] o0o0ps. i forgott... I LOVE HOTT GUY...hahah <333333333 take care. buhbye
Monday, August 13, 2007
hello todae school superr funn! im loving it so0o0o much! we had ms tay's advance party during the last 2 period.. ferst lesson was litreture test... damn difficult...=[[ hackcare larh... next was music...20 mins... history copy notes..=]] recess...and hafiq asked me to stayback helped to decorate the class... had so0oo much funn! after that was art... not enough tyme...so we tot of cabot art lesson...2 periods.. and we cabott larh...mr woo never come ukh... mr muthu was walking at the corridor.. and deepak,jun wei,hafiq,me,zulaiqah,celestine,ser lee,travis,ravina,htoo,sahari..... was inside the class...hafiq asked us to hide under the table cause mr muthu gonna walk pass our classroom...he ish at sumwhere near our classroom. all like dumb sitting under the table..dumb-bell... after that arrange the table...hafiq,jun wei and elton bz doin stuff to the ice...[what the hell am i talking about]''knock,knock the ice'' '' crush the ice'' what so ever...=]] i kept on telling them.."go and call hott guy larh and the ice will melt.." deepak took the ice and throw it at my face... i was all wett!and throw the ice on his porcupine hair....which look like an esplanade.. hafiq throw the ice on my uniform...and again im wett! =]] and play-ed catching with deepak...and i ended-up sitting on the floor... to0o tired already to run the whole class... =]] and finally the time has arrived!!!! ms tay came in into the classroom blind-folded... and here comes the party poppers... im so0o scared and no choice have to do so...and i realised that it is so0oo funn! next tingy!bring ms tay to the special chair...i have to "burst" the balloon which contain glitters and tinny winny colour paper...SER LEE was supposed to hold the balloon on top of ms tay's head instead of putting it infront of my face...and soo i dun realised that at the ferst place.. sooo i pock the balloon...and the gliters and tinny winny colour paper stick on my face,hair,hand,my watch and some parts of my body...urghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! and ms tay's neck was lyke so0o full with glitters... i wonder how she gonna clean it?.....i ran to the toilet and im so0o sadd... i tried my very best to clean my face and that tingy ish still on my face... and so0o,the glitter stay with me for the whole day...i mean until 2pm... its when school ish finally over...=]] after that was party time..haha..eat... and the best part was playing with the ice,i was talking to celestine about the ice and hott guy.. the ice gonna melt if hott guy ish around...=]] the same tink...celestine was holding the ice at that time..and she throw at my face... i was running around the class,and deepak put the ice sumwhere at my nss badge and it goes into my uniform....super cold larhs...ewwww and hafiq chased me..and i tried to close my face....but the ice still ended at my face.. haha...im wett!elton throw the ice its lyke super BIG ice it look lyke a rock and hit my eye... urghh!haha...wett larh someone throw the ice on my hair... and the tingy continue......... party over and we have to clean the classroom which is full with rubbish... take the mop all those tingy...and it is so0o paisey... and so on......=]] im tired...have to mop the classroom.. and the cleaning took us about 1 hour .. and the story continueeessss...=]] time to go home,tot of goin for hockey training eventhough im still sick.. but i accidently took almost 45 mins to bath... the glitter was all over my body...especially my hair..and my face... and im late for training...so0o decided to go for saturday's training.. im tired larhs... buhbye. herloe =] 2moro gonna be ms tay's advance birthday party. so hafiq asked me to help and do lots of stuff... im goin to have lots of prob 2moro. im scared of the party poppers but its kinda funn i guess. there will be tiny winny fire cuming from the party poppers.. but i have to do so..=]]] but funn ukh...so no choice go and do larh... gRrRr..im bored staying at home alone.. HOTT guy..=]] buhbye.
  herloe =]] urgh...everyday shurely there will be a problem... grRrR...again and again...hate it... everyday ukh.. one super big problem... when is it? it gonna end...and let me feel super happy everyday... every single day,every minute,every second,every year,every month... thats so0o lame...but will my dream come true? hope so...ya watever it is larh... today history and maths test... i study for history and the only tingy that i didnt study was the mindmap... shitt larh...they ask to draw the mindmap... and i only know about islam... the 5 pillars and its origin... total marks was 20... 10 marks for mindmap... shit larh...and jermiane was super happy larh... she memorize the mindmap...good ukh... and skwel was lyke urgh okay okay larh... i felt so paisey to go to school today.... because of what happened yesterdae... totally embarrassing...so0o0o paisey.. and some people asked what happened yesterdae? and blahblahblah...and i said notink happened... to0o embarrassed to tell them what happened... it was lyke urghhhhhhhhhhhhh..... and sumtink make me feel so0o0o happy... totally fun.. the other day i saw ALIFF! buhbye. herloe=] i dun UNDERSTAND! some stoopid tingy happened during project work.. my handphone was with my fren at that time.. i seriously dunnoe what they are trying to do actually.. and suddenly "a" called me... he said that he accidently send the msg.. i read the msg..i was so shocked.. i almost cried..sooo embarrasing... the words totally make me feel so paisey... what happens if the person that received my msg... urgh...speech-less....im sooo paisey... im soo sorry... but it is totally not my fault... i told sheqin... she was shocked too.. she asked me what am i goin to feel if i saw [..] im so0ooo paisey... im so0oo sorry... im not goin to reveal hys name.. but i hope he understand what im trying to say larh.. buhbye larh.
Friday, August 10, 2007
herloe! im super bored rite now! same tink again and again! sumone sms me yesterdae at 12.30am.. i cant sleep anyway.. grRr... so sms hym larh.,.. and today...he suddenly asked me about hott guy.. and the same question that my classmates asked me the other dae.. and so i told hym ukh..blahblahblah.. and now,i dunnoe where he go? gRrR...one more problem.. cum'on lah...whats wrong? you asked me about hott guy... and i told you that i admire hys hot face.. and now..where are you? gRrRr..i had sooo much funn sms-ing you last nite,, thanx alot..=]] buhbye.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
herloe! finally im back!!! haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! common test cuming so go0dluck everybody! hockey semi... dunnoe lah... im still sick super sick... haish.. =[[ goodluck! school super fine! yea.. =]] almost my whole class know who ish that hott guy! haiyo0! sumone read my journal. haha. homec super fun larhs. i want hot guy larh. but for now,lets concentrate on studies.. haha buhbye. shahidah [super dumbgerl] ....HOTT GUY HYS MINE!.... haha.kidding
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