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Thursday, July 31, 2008
Hello(: well school was great. yarhh true because blueberry also known as cheekuu is around. ohhmygodd. AWESOME! seriously especially during english. haha. ms maria kept coming to our place. thanks to celestine. yarh its kind of childish to play with that stuff. but hell yeah, it was funn. haha.we make lotsa noise during english and ms maria will always come to our place and she'll say "can you please lower down your volume?" to cheekuu. haha. so yeah with blueberry arnd 2 periods is like 20 mins. yarh i mean sometimes ahh. ohkayy. life is seriously not as easy as you think it is. what am i talking abt? life is simple but NOT easy. yeahh that's what busu miemie said to me last time. i dont always get what i want. i have been praying and begging for quite a long time already but still there's no different.it's still the same but i wont give up that easily. back to my storyy. after school went home and found out that mummy is not at home. i dont know where she go laa. until now nobody is at home. left me and father. but father going to work soon. my house phone kept on ringing and father asked me to answer the phone. you know, i hate to answer phone calls from my house phone. i dont know why. ohhgod. i'am sure you know this. i miss him alott and i swear its true. will you grand my wish? my handphone is so senyap. i guess im done. so readers thanks for reading my dumb-like-totally post. im sure you dont understand right?? i know. but whatever it is thank eu so much. hate it? then get out from this page. (: imysm. i swear it's true.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Hello :D well school was ouhkayy. i think im fat laa. even mummy said so. 48kg! ohhmygod. a fourteen years old girl laa = 48kg. ohh that's impossible. oh yarhh, I MISS YOU LARH! ya allah! oh god,i miss him very badly. i swear it's true. i miss you alott. uhhhhhhhh! i want to talk to him. go ahead and say whatever you want. desperate? haha. i dont care. i seriously miss him. ohhgod. please help me. save me. i cant survive like this. im dying laa. i wish you are not like hott guy. i miss you and i swear its true. i have no idea what happened to you. i miss you and i need you very badly. ohhgod, im sure you understand me right? please help me. save me. i cant survive this way. i beg you. please help me. cough and running nose, uhh it's already 1 week laa. and i still have this cough and it feels very horrible. i cough very badly during science lesson and i cried. haha. to teammates: it's not that i dont want to go for training, i just cant take it. i got headache each time i start to cough. im sorry. i'll be back once i recover from this cough thingy. 2nd reason was i just want to be alone for this few days. i need time to settle this problem. im so not happy with myself. i feel so useless and i even hate myself sometimes. so yeah, im really very sorry. i hope you understand. ohgod. ya allah! i seriously beg you.please help me. save me. please? i cant survive this way. im weak. i miss him very badly and i swear it's true. please help me. (: imysm and i swear it's true.
Monday, July 28, 2008
dear god. A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps And all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm mising you again, oh no Once again Some search, never finding a way Before long, they waste away I found you, something told me to stay I gave in, to selfish ways And how I miss someone to hold When hope begins to fade... A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is To hold her when I'm not around When I'm much too far away We all need the person who can be true to you I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed 'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again, oh no Once again Hello :D well school was ouhkayy. today had IT lesson. okayy lahh not badd. i dont know why but i miss you alott. i swear! i miss you alott. and it's true laa. only god knows how much i miss you. but do you feel the same thing? idk. i had a new nickname, haha. appleberry(: pamela is papayaberry. instead of papayaberry,she spelled it as payayaberry. haha. this thingy started during science. haha. Ms Oh said," each pair should take one piece of paper each." pair= pear. the pronunciation almost the same kann? so i told celestine. i'am not a pear so i dont need the paper. it's lame but it was funn. so annabelle start asking celestine," what fruit are you?" annabelle is strawberry and celestine is blueberry. haha. LAME! i know.but it was funn. so yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHASHEQIN! wish you all the best. ohh im bored. i gave up.. no more hott guy laa. i miss you. i swear it's true. that's all people. take care and imysm:D
Sunday, July 27, 2008
  Hello :D saturdayy and sundayy is so boring. VERY BORING! well things are great nowadays.. i mean sometimes ahh. school is sucha bore. this monday there's IT make-up lesson. IT lesson again and again. haiyoo. im bored. ysterdayy had a very L O N G chat with fytria sayangg. haha. had fun talking to her. i swear i love her alott. kann adekk? haha. to MIRAH: im always here, if you need someone to talk to. okehh? i guess that's all for todayy. take care people. imy(:
Thursday, July 24, 2008
               Hello :D well school was ouhhkayy laa. && i skipped training twice this week. the reason iss.. im not feeling well. went out with mummy the other dayy and bought a dress and a sandal. uncle joejoe's wedding ceremony is finally overr. so yeah he if finally someone's husband. i mean auntyy nana's husband. i will not be able to meet him everyday like last time. im sure busu miemie miss him too. haha. gotta admit that i miss him alott. like totally! so yeahh what's next? i have no idea. i know my post is so dumb and dull. i know. but hell yeahh, hate it? then simply get out from this page. but i promise that i'll post about something interesting soon. most probably next week. we'll see how. pictures above were taken yesterdayy because i was bored. i know it looks funny. go ahead and laugh. i'll end my post here. *standing ovation* muahhhhh(:
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Hello(: todayy is so awesome! greatt. except for DNT i dont know why. i swear i felt like crying and i want to shout," mummy,i want you!". okay whatever. but i love todayy. thanks to fytriaa , celestine and ravina. AWESOME! you know i know ahh. well people if you think you dislike my blog then get lost from this page. i dont need your comment. if you think this blog sux then why are you here? why did you tag? my blog sux or is it you? come on use your brain laa. think before you act. bbyimy(:
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Hello people(: okehh firstly, todayy is saturdayy. uh-huh.. all homeworks not done. can someone slap me? gosh left one more dayy laa shahidah. history assignment also not done. 12 marks y'knw. okayy im bored. seriouslyy laa. urmkayy i dont know whyy but i miss this year cdiv girls laa. haha . i miss Humairah,Fytriaa,Suhylee,Shanice,Hernie,Izyan,Fizah,Yati,Nur, Amirah,Atiqah,Izqa,Wanny,Eqah,Fyyzah,Sheqin,Wani kechiq,Fadilah,Rachel and Nani. did i miss out anyone? if yes then sorry okehh. like i said the other day i got short term memory. I miss them, like totally(: haha .F.Y.I i spent 5 minutes to type their names, you see how bad my memory is. okayy im done(: readers: do tagg after viewing/reading,my tagboard dying laa. thanks. muahh:D imy(:
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Hello:D well todayy school was greatt! i mean all lessons are okayy. especially during dnt because ms Ruby was not around. 4 periods y'knw. after school went home, that's what i usually do. baek kann? watever shahidah. *roll eyes* and you know something? the ysterday horoscope is sooooooooooo not true. haha .i know :D okehh im counting dayss for MOJO JOJO wedding ceremony. haha . MOJO JOJO? hehs i mean uncle JOEJOE'S wedding ceremony.. ohh my, 1 more week laa. im sure i'll miss him alott. im quite close to him and he is always there for me. he even know who is that hott guyy. mann that part seriously sucks because he is not suppose to know.haha but hackcaree. he'll be someone's husband soon so yeahh i cant treat him like last time. haiyy. life has to go onn. uncle JOE getting married .. next will be busu MIEMIE. everyone will get married rightt? time for me to move on and stop being a lazyass. uncle joejoe will surely shift house left busu miemie. haiyy. i'll have no one to joke and talk withh. y'knw, i always fight with busu miemie. i mean quarrel over small thing. one more thing, if im bored i'll plead uncle joejoe to go jalanjalan. and if he is free then he'll sayy "pegyy siapp laa". isn't that great? and that's the great thingyy about uncle joe joe. but for education, i'll say busu miemie is the best. each time there is hockeyy tournament or any excursion thingyy he'll be the first one who will allow me to attend all those stuff and willing to pay the fees. greatt! branded shirts? haha. my uncle shukor is the best! hehe. see i got wonderful uncles. they make me laugh, they brighten up my day and they are also the one who make me cryy. okeyy watever shitt shahidahh. i'll end my post here thanks for reading my dumb post.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Hello :D well school was dull. but i survived weeeeeeeeeee:D i didn't fall asleep. * standing ovation* we had 2 free periods before recess because of the temperature takingg. after recess was V.E, nott badd laa. after that was english *YAWN* haiyayaya veryy boring y'knw. 2 periods is like 2days. after that was maths, omg! maths was worst. i don't like the topic, SETS! omg. so boringg. lastly, it was mother tongue, greatt! okehh that's all for todayy. veryy boring right? i know. uhh im still not happy about what happened the other dayy. so dumb laa. *im sorryy* hmmpff. horoscope :D This is a wonderful day to get stuff started! If you've been delaying making travel plans, calling up that cutie, or getting you car fixed, it's time to stop stalling and do what you need to do. You've been thinking and pondering long enough. Now it's time to act. You can be confident that whatever is begun today will end in a huge success. As for your concerns that you're not quite ready: Well, you're never going to be completely prepared. But you can make things up as you go along! so let's see if it is true. haha. bye people :D
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Hello humans(: well we had our game todayy and we wonn :D *standing ovation*okayy school was okayy and y'knw what? i didn't fall asleep even though some lesson were so boring. *clap hand* . i achieve my goall todayy after soooo long i kept asking myself what's M.I.A i finally knew what was it. thanks to nani. so outdated kann kann? i know :D okayy now im curious is horoscope truee? mummy said don't believe all those crapp and so i did. but yesterdayy i read my horoscope and it says BLAHBLAHBLAHH. i mean something something laa. y'knw something? it came true! and omg! i was so angry with myself about something. now you see what's happening? i shouldn't have done that at the first place. *knock my head at the wall* yesterday went wanny's house and we watched this horror movie, hantu ambulans. hahaha. quite scaryy.. the most scary part was at the toilet.this guy was brushing his teeth and mr candy (pochong) was standing beside him with his mouth wide open. Mr candy's face is so scary .ewww. but y'knw wht? this guy didnt shout. so cool laa. && finally the movie ended and the superr-coolest-fantastic-amazing part wass... I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE MOVIE. *standing ovation* haha. till here people(: **im sorryy .**
Friday, July 04, 2008
hello (: i'am boredddddd. im glad todayy is FRIDAY! that means tomorrow is weekend. right? yeahh cool! school is so boring.. but V.E is ohh soo funn! i dont know whyy but i miss you alott. ohh boyyy, i miss you(: ohhkayy, had I.T lesson just now. 2hours y'knw .. haiyaya but i'm glad todayy is the lastt lesson. before that we had maths supp and it is so boring. that pathetic supp ends at 1.30pm. that means i have 1hr break before that sickening I.T lesson, saw fytria and humairah at the canteen. it was so funn talking to them. while talking to this little girls, celestine and ravina asked me this question, " shahidahh,may i go to the hockey pitch?" i was like whattt? you don't have to ask my permission right? humairah and fytria was laughing. oh c'mon thats not my pitch..okayy what am i talking about? im prating thats whyy. till here people.. |
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