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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
i hate eu...

herloe =]
yesterdae was kinda boring!
we have a match against YUHUAN?not shure...sorie..
we won 4-1...
haha...
okay enough bout that..
on the way to the NTU...
he msg-ed me...
haha...i felt so frustrated that tyme..
and hys werd make me feel so damn frustrated..
i have always tried my best not to tell this to hym...
but yesterdae,i have no choice..
i scolded hym..
i express my feeling..
i told hym everything...
he make me suffer...blah blah blah...
but he still wants to argue sey.
so i kept on scolding hym..
and at last,i was lyke damn frustrated and scold hym lyke hell..
until he didnt reply my msg..
haha.phew!
at last he noes everything...
but then...i dun really felt so happy...
i hate scolding people..
seriously..
but i have to do so....=[
but its true..of course im not crazy...
there's a reason why im scolding eu rite?
bcoz of eu i lost the person who i cared so0o0o much!
bcoz of eu..i always fight with hym...
bcoz of eu...i have to suffer for 72 daes...
and lots more larh...
u are the reason why im not smiling.
till here,
shahidah


its me!

herloe =]
after living in this werld for about 13 years...
i finally decided not to talk bout LOVE !
LOVE totally hurts..
todae i dun really focus during lesson..
todae lessons kinda BORING!
i dun really lyke my new sitting arrangement...
haiyo0!
sit very far away from the do0r...
so cannot daydream...
my new sitting arrangement...
was lyke one big problem lurh sey!
watever shahidah!
i sat at the last row...
sat behind DEEPAK AND SHAHEER...
at my left hand-side suppose to be Celestine..
but she ish at FRANCE...
wonder if she goin to cum back
to SINGAPORE or maybe stay there ferever..
so fer now..i sat alone..
right hand-side...
IM TAE WONG...
surrounded by boys...
and HAFIQ sat infront of TAE WONG...
so quite near ukh...
so spent most of my tyme in the class talking to this 4 lil boys..
they talk, i laugh...
coz they are just talking nonsence...
and it make me feel so hepi and start to laugh...
oh no!
bout the maths tingy...
i just wanna say THANX HAFIQ FOR UR HELP!
APPRECIATE IT!=]
to HAFIQ AND DEEPAK...
herloe!dun tell anione bout that piece of paper...
it supp0se-d to be a secret...
and to0 bad...both of eu read that piece of paper...
hope eu guys gonna zip ur mouth...
and dun tell anione bout that tingy!
its suppose-d to be a secret!
no one should know bout that tingy!
she's gone,
shahidah=]





eu wont regret leaving me!

herloe =]
you are just full of shit!
you broke ur promises isn't it?
where's all ur promises?
it hurt me so0 much,lo0king at ur behaviour.
it totally hurts!
now!eu left me...
im alone..
oh no!eu seriously broke ur promises!
wad am i suppose-d to do?
in order to forget eu..
just lyke how eu forget bout me...
it hurts!
i cant force eu!
its ur choice!
i should just get lost from ur lyfe!
I BETTER GET LOST NOW!
I WONT APPEAR IN UR LYFE AGAIN!
HAPPY?
THIS IS WAD YOU WANT RITE?
EU BROKE UR PROMISES!!
EU TOLD ME THAT YOU WONT LEAVE ME!
NOW!EU BROKE UR PROMISES!
EU HURT ME SO0 MUUCH!
i know eu wont regret leaving me!
coz im juz to0 useless for eu!
fine!leave me...
i just dun understand...
why must eu leave me huh?
wad have i done to you?
i noe eu wont reply..
just keep this in mind..
SHAHIDAH SAY GUDBYE!
she's gone,
shahidah =[





=]

herloe =]
im super-duper BORED!
im not goin to talk anitink bout school todae!
totally BORED!im still SICK!
haiyo0!i hate medicine!
say NO to medicine!
i only ate 1 pill..
and im sick-ed since mondae!
watever!
BORING!
till here,
shahidah =]


im SICK =[

herloe!=)
todae skwel was wokay!=]
then had a floorball tournament!
with SGS...we won!=]
but there's this gerl!sickening fellow!
she pushed me coz she wanted to have the ball..
and guess wad!my right-leg turn-ed 180 degrees...
oh gosh!super-duper pain lurh sey!
im not kidding!
i cant walk at ferst!
and that blind umpire just didnt see me!
watever!
i cant even run!
after that,i cant even utter a single word!
coz'...i will surely burst into tears!
mdm K asked me did i ate the medicine,see the doctor?!
i just*shake* my head!
sorry mdm K!
i cant utter a single werd!i will surely cry!
its gonna be so embarrasing in front of lots of people!
i just cant stand the pain..
hey hello!
it hurts alot!
and im having running nose and cough at that tyme!
bullshit sey!
im not cuming to skwel 2moro!
i cant walk properly!
im having fever!=[
my mum will surely scold me!
if she found out bout this tingy!
coz'..yesterdae she told me not to cum for flo0rball tournament..
not sure larh...whether its a tournament or friendly match!
still have one more match on thursdae!

till here,
shahidah =[


Sunday, June 17, 2007
IM SICK =[

herloe!=)
yesterdae went to my uncle's house!
ahaha..at ferst i felt so BORED!
then...i start to pamper-ed ,
AISYAH and NASYIRAH![a 2 years old gerlS]
ahaha..fun lurh!
todae!-IM SICK!
oh no!i made a lot of noise in the classro0m!
sneeze and sneeze!cough and cough!
didnt go for flo0rball training..haiz..=[
till here,
shahidah


im =)

IM HEPI =)








ello =)
im totally BORED!
yesterdae was super-duper fun!
i get to unlock 2 levels!
totally hepi lurh!yey!wo0ho0!
ohk fine!im totally BORED rite now!
eu broke ur promises,eu said eu will never leave me alone but eu did!
till here,
shahidah


horrible lurh!

ello lovely friends!=)
yesterdae was super-duper HORRIBLE!
early in the morning...woke up...
and my right-eye hurts alot!
next,played PS2..watever lerh!
TONY HAWK'S UNDERGROUND2!
classic mode!tried my best to unlock next 2 level!
and that sickening skater kept on falling!
after that,didnt go for floorball training..
as my right-eye hurts alot!
and im having running-nose!
haiz...so tried to finish-ed up my homeworks!
which i have to finish-ed it last week!
bz with training and fo0ling around!
so...no choice left with one week of holidae!
serve eu right for being so LAZY!
haha...lazy-bum!
i hate holidaes..lots of homewerk!
hey teachers!
its a holidae!
holiday means a day when you do not have to go to school,work etc...
UNDERSTAND?
so why must eu give us lots of homework?
WHY?
better dun give us holidae rite!if we have to finish-ed up lots of homework!
eu have to mark lots of paper rite!dont eu feel tired?
haiyo0!
-3 GEOGRAPHY PAPER!thick wo0kay!that randy lurh!
-MATHS!chapter 1 to 6!that mano lurh!
-SCIENCE!that ms tay!
-HISTORY!chapter 6!that mdm shah!
-LITERATURE!that shaleni!
enough?
and i only done with sum of the homewerk only!
blame me for being so lazy!
and blame the teachers for giving lots of homewerk!
haiyo0!
lastly,yesterdae 8.30pm!
anugerah result!
wad happen-ed to ALIFF?
dun vote bcoz of look lurh sey!
vote bcoz of talent!
that KHASSREEAL !
haiyo0..speech-less lurh!
luckily aliff is saved!
but then not shure!
all the best lurh!
dun vote bcoz of lo0k lurh!
vote bcoz of talent!
trust me!LOVE TOTALLY HURTS!
till here,
shahidah


it totally hurt

ello =)
todae no mo0d!
wake up around 9.45am!
my left-eye hurt lots lurh sey!
cant blink my eye..
=[
yesterdae was my right-eye!
now left-eye!
it hurts just lyke how eu broke my heart!
its terrible!
but then the hurt that i felt when eu broke my heart is worst lurh!
=[
just now,i watch anugerah 2007!
go ALIFF!
hehe..vote for M3!
yey!
=]
till here,
it hurts,
shahidah=)


Saturday, June 16, 2007
hys hawt!

i love the flowers...nice lurh
peace at s'pore zo0!
shahidah featuring suhaimi[watever]
hys hawt!
belo0!
ahaha...NONSENCE!
ello!my name is shahidah!urs?
and the journey starts here

ello =)
nowdays lyfe seem to be BORING!
but my family and frens brighten my dae!
with their laughters...xD
..btw i have not been cuming for hockey training this few daes.
.my mommy went for an operation at KKH...
wait-ed for 7 plus plus hours...gRrRr...
i slept for 1 hour..
tired and BORING!
7 plus plus pm...the operation ends...
and mommy ish back!went makan...
the other dae went s'pore zoo!
ahaha..kiute kiute lurh sey!
btw saw the guy in my pic?ahaha...
not my guy lurh!nanti izqa jealous!
ahaha..ader lurh!want to noe?ask me personally...
ahaha...kiute rite?
hys absolutely hawt!
o0h ya!
my uncle ish back from cambodia..
and he bought me a adidas t-shirt!
nice i love it!thankies!
and he bought the same t-shirt but then its NIKE!
for my lil sister!
2 adidas t-shirt for my uncles...one each!
and a superman t-shirt which glow in the dark...
for my dearie uncle joe!
its super-duper co0l!
i loike!
it glow in the dark!=)
ahaha...i love it!
want to noe that guy?
ask me...hys not my boyfren!
later!izqa jealous...ahaha
hys hawt!
till here,
shahidah =)



Saturday, June 09, 2007
FUN

ello =)
yesterdae was FUN FUN FUN!
=)ahaha..
morning!
went for the hockey match tingy at DELTA..
after that went to the Macdonald..
with izqa,fadilah,kat natasha,zulaiqah,kak Q,fyzah,wanie and nanie...
after eating...
nanie and kak Q went back home..
the rest of us..
went to the basketball court opposite Xishan..
its hockey tyme!
FUN FUN FUN!
1++pm
went back home!
with fyzah...
and so on...

4.30pm...
meet fyzah at my void-deck...
went to the northpoint to meet izqa and zulaiqah...
4 of us went to the delta...to watch boys game..!
ahaha...fun!
6.50pm..
FINISH...so0 went back home..
with izqa,fyzah,zulaiqah and kak suryati...
ahaha!=)
have lots of fun in the MRT...
with izqa..ahaha...
we did sumtink...its kinda weird lurh...
but both of us love it so0 much!
ahaha...only the 5 of us noe wads happening..ahaha

ohk todae..
there's this human who ish damn irritating...
he wrote sumtink at hys personal msg...at msn...
*syahidah i wont talk to you animore,if you talk to me at msn i wont reply*
hell yeah!
who are you sey to say that to me!
eu kept on saying *hello* everytyme when im online!
eu didnt even reveal ur face!
so i didnt reply lurh!
and u are kinda irritating...
i dunnoe you wo0kay!
i dun even noe who are you!

*yesterdae was fun!*

till here,
shahidah


im speech-less

ello =)
today ohk2 lurh!
went to the pasir ris park..
coz both my uncle decided to polish their car...
so,sit there,have fun,play-ed hockey[watever]....
gRrRr....=)
im BORED!speech-less!
have to wait another 3 daes!for that hockey stick!
or maybe july buy that hockey stick at PENINSULA!
be patience shahidah!
im speech-less!
till here,
shahidah


i want that hockey stick lurh!






ello =)
last wednesdae!06 JUNE 2007,
was U15-nss game - NSS V CRESENT!
after that match went back home..
take the skwel bas...
only a few of us + the driver!
the rest stay coz they thought of watching the boys game...
so0,we to0k sum pic in the bus.
walk around the bus,sing song,take pic...
have lots of fun with nabila and zulaiqah =)
08 JUNE 2007,
turf training!
ohk lurh..=)
09 JUNE 2007,
todae lurh!
didnt go U15-nss game - STC V NSS...
follow my mum to the ................
wo0kay!
yesterdae back from training told my mum bout my hockey stick!
i ask-ed her to buy for me that $100+ HOCKEY STICK!
then she said.."haiyo0!money again!wait larh not now!july but but c ferst!"...
gRrRr....have to wait lurh!
then my uncle heard our conversation!
he said..."let me check ferst at my work place if they have any extra hockey stick!"...
i was lyke one super-duper hepi little kid!
raffles junior college!wo0kay!hehe!and im gonna get it for free!
by july if my uncle didn't get me that hockey stick!
MUMMY I WANT THAT HOCKEY STICK AT PENINSULA!
ahaha...childish!=)
but then must wait until my uncle went back from CAMBODIA!
haiz..4 daes...nvm just wait lurh!
till here.
shahidah


Tuesday, June 05, 2007
im gone :(

ello =)
todae went for turf training!
ohk larh!
im so0 sad!
someone who used to care bout me...
gonna leave me so0n...or maybe this person had left me long ago...
im just so0 stupid...to share my happiness and problems with eu!
eu simply dun care bout me animore!
i talk-ed bout eu t0 my frens!im glad to have eu by my side...
but now,i guess i should take back my werds!im afraid of losing eu!
but now!eu left me!all eu tink ish that one and only GERL!
she has everytink cant eu see that?why must eu left me?
eu used to talk-ed bout her to me last tyme...
but i simply hackcare!coz i tot eu wont leave me!
but now...eu left me!im alone!sheqin had once told me
that im fortunate to have eu!wad am i goin to say to sheqin
went she went back from AMERICA?i lost eu!why must eu go after that
GERL?eu broke ur promises!eu told me that eu wont leave me!
but now!eu left me!EU LEFT ME!ur special...
u broke ur promises!maybe im not wonderful to you!
nVm...eu can leave me!i wont force eu to care bout me,love me,be by my side....
its useless to force eu!eu wont be hepi lyke eu used to be last tyme!
GUDLUCK AND IM GONE!im sorie!hope eu realised that!
GUDBYE AND GUDLUCK!hope eu get her!
and to that GERL!pls make this person hepi!dun make this person sad!
hope ur hepi!AND IM GONE!
to:someone!
I CARE BOUT EU!
HOPE EU REALISED THAT!
UR NOT WRONG!
IM THE ONE WHO HAD FAILED TO MAKE U HEPI!
HOPE EU GET THAT GERL!
AND BE HEPI ALWAYS!
im gone,
shahidah