herloe =]

"HIM"

= the guy that "b" admire...

"HIM" ish a different person...

yesterday me,sheqin,zulaiqah,ravina and seri celebrate khatheejah's birthday

haha it was so0o0o funn.

seri = sheqin's primary school bestie who ish now schooling at northbrooks sec.

joined us.it was so0o fun with her around.

kinda friendly larhs.

haha saw FAWZY .

kick boxing hahas paisey paisey...

and until now i didnt talk to "a"...

nvm larhs i told celestine that i will sacrifice everything for "b".

its okay im used to it...

like what kak ayesha said "it seems like everyone's getting the 'jealousy disease''.

haha..go ahead and call her "HONEY,DEARIE,SWEETHEART,SAYANG,LOVE,WIFE,

GRANNY,MUMMY,SISTER and whatever it is" as long as she is happy..

i will sacrifice everything for her.=]

i hope she is happy.

and for sheqin,deepak,celestine,abigail and those who went for the malacca trip...

"take care and all the best"

_____i will sacrifice everything_____

you want happiness?

yeahs...you are always jealous...

fine take it...you want to be happy rite?

laughter?"a" used to make me feel so0o happy...

and i will laugh everytime.....when im with him..

since you are jealous..fine i wont talk to him..

and blahblahblah....

BUT! if you want hott guy...

let me slap your face ferst....

wake up!hott guy forever mine...

understand?

but like what kak ayesha said... i cant do this to "a"...

but "a" a type of guy which ish so understanding...

he will talk nicely to me...

and i still remember when i got this stoopid headache...

he copy notes for me and asked me to sleep..

he told deepak not to disturb me,at 9pm he will msg me and asked me to sleep..

and blahblahblah...

what if "a" start to talk to me and "b" will get jealous again...

ohhhhhhh ssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttt..........

sometimes i guess my presence make the both of them fight..

im so0o sorry...

"b" if you are reading my blog im so0o0o sorry....

i just cant take it anymore...hope you understand..

i love you so0o0o much i regard you as my sister...

please dont do this to me..

im not trying to steal "a" from you...

he love you..not me...

and i dont love him..

we are just friend not more than that...

im so0o sad when i realised that you are jealous when im with him..

i tried to help him to win ur heart but im scared cause i noe how much you love "HIM" [the guy who you admire so0o much]...

he called me sayang cause he regard me as his beloved sister and he told me that in this way i could feel like as if hott guy ish by my side...you understand???

not because of love...like what sheqin said last time...bestfren wont go after bestfren's boyfren...

its kinda complicated but i noe u will understand it...

and thats what im doin rite now...IM NOT GOIN LOVE THE GUY THAT LOVE YOU...

cause all i want ish HOTT GUY...

buhbye.