♥ Shahidaaaah's

Friday, September 07, 2007

where were u when i needed a fren?where on earth are u?

KAK AYESHA ish the only one who cares abt me and will help me when i have a prob.u dont even care rite?i purposely post all those stoopid story,to tell eu how much i need eu,how sad i am to go through this disaster all on my own.and i tot tht u will care abt me and help me.but im stoopid to waste my time typing and telling the whole world abt my disaster but all u do is hackcare.do u even care abt me?and the ans is NO.cause im just a stoopid and ugly girl to u rite.for wad u help me rite,im useless might as well u have funn wif her.im so dumb to love eu.tot u will make me happy,care abt me,always there for me,but im wrong.its the opposite,u dont even care,u dont even love me,u are nt there 4 me,even if u r reading my blog now,u wont noe whether im reffering to u.cause all u noe is have fun with her,do everytink that she want.even if she wants you to jump down the tall building.and i tell u.after you read my dumb post..dun u ever ask me,

is this post for me?

are u reffering to me?

are you mad at me?

cause i will definitely say DUNO.cause im very shure every1 has their own set of mind.and ask urself,

have i ever promise her anything?

do i mean it?

but i dun tink u even care after reading my blog,cause u tot i wont noe tht u even visit my blog.so u will just read and leave.u better understand it ferst.but i dun tink u will understand cause i guess this time is still the same.or maybe u dun even want to visit my blog for what right?cum to shahidah's blog.nothink special.just a dumb blog.which no one even cares.but if u are reading my blog.oh thank you.appreciate it.hope u will tink abt it and stop blaming me.i feel so stoopid to love someone tht dun even cares abt me.useless isn't it?if u tink u duno hw to keep ur promises dun promise me anything.

but im shure,if u realise ur mistake the very first question tht pop up from ur head is.

hurh she love me?

hurh she need me?

hurh i broke my promises?

hurh wad should i say to her?

is it my fault?

lots of ques popping from ur head.but if u tink u make a mistake tag sumtink at my tagboard.or maybe u cant be bothered.what a long post but it is meaningless to you.

but if u are EGOCENTRIC.the ferst tink u gona say is.

just forget it.

just pretend like as if i duno a single tink.

i dun even care abt her anymore.

i better leave her.

if that is what you gonna say.

i tell you better GET LOST.!

buhbye.