♥ Shahidaaaah's

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Hello :D well school was ouhkayy. i think im fat laa. even mummy said so. 48kg! ohhmygod. a fourteen years old girl laa = 48kg. ohh that's impossible. oh yarhh, I MISS YOU LARH!
ya allah! oh god,i miss him very badly. i swear it's true. i miss you alott. uhhhhhhhh! i want to talk to him. go ahead and say whatever you want. desperate? haha. i dont care. i seriously miss him. ohhgod. please help me. save me. i cant survive like this. im dying laa. i wish you are not like hott guy. i miss you and i swear its true. i have no idea what happened to you. i miss you and i need you very badly. ohhgod, im sure you understand me right? please help me. save me. i cant survive this way. i beg you. please help me. cough and running nose, uhh it's already 1 week laa. and i still have this cough and it feels very horrible. i cough very badly during science lesson and i cried. haha. to teammates: it's not that i dont want to go for training, i just cant take it. i got headache each time i start to cough. im sorry. i'll be back once i recover from this cough thingy. 2nd reason was i just want to be alone for this few days. i need time to settle this problem. im so not happy with myself. i feel so useless and i even hate myself sometimes. so yeah, im really very sorry. i hope you understand.

ohgod. ya allah! i seriously beg you.please help me. save me. please? i cant survive this way. im weak. i miss him very badly and i swear it's true. please help me.

(: imysm and i swear it's true.