sometimes when people say that they will always be by my side when i need them. They are actually lying. That phrase seriously cannot be trusted. I' am sick of it. Many said that but when I need them , they are not there for me. Lots of things twirling in my mind , people might think I do not have a problem but I do have a problem. I wish I have a family that is free from any illness but sadly No , I have to accept what Allah had given me. I' am just sick of all this thing. Allah! Please help me. ahh enough of complaining. 

All I can do now is to accept what Allah has given me and pray that Allah will always be by my side. Those who had promised me that they will always be there for me are all gone. To them promises ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. Stupid liars. I think they really do enjoy playing with my heart. Giving me false hope. If you think you can't keep on to your promises then don't promise me anything. People seriously cannot be trusted 100 % .

Enough of blabbering . There's no use wasting my effort / energy / electricity & whatsoever because I' am sure the result will still be the same & no cares also right? So good day people.