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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Hello ! Garage sales was fine , managed to collect a few bucks. Life is pretty cool & school is pretty good. Well life has its ups & down , I do get stressed up at time , mood swings , hot temper & some other stuff. I hate myself when I have mood swings , it's so stressing & I' am sure it do affect the people around me. I' am so sorry , I  , myself doesn't want that to happen. But I' am happy with life now , I have to think positive. Anyway , thanks Deepak for the sweet letter & present (: Apart from that , I do get sensitive at times especially when it's  about Uncle Joe.

Uncle , you may not read this but god knows everything & I hope he'll guide and take good care of you and hope you get well soon. I just can't bear hearing what mummy says about your condition , why must you go through this ? First it was your body ( the deep cut ) then now it's your knee. I know it's hard for you , imagine if you spraint your ankle , it's already like a disaster . What's more ? you injured your knee .  &  You have to go for an operation. I really can't bear to see that happening. I don't know why but I feel so scared and sad. Why must you go through all this things? Why must it be you? Since young , I can't bear to see you suffer , I' am not being biased , I' am fair towards all my uncles in fact to all my family members. But I don't know why . Maybe because of who you are , I guess only family know this. Others might not understand. Uncle , please be strong & make us proud , please get well soon. 

So yeah , I guess I shall stop here. Bye !