♥ Shahidaaaah's

Friday, April 24, 2009

Hello ! Many things happened & I really don't want to mention it. I guess today is flooding day . I know you don't understand , you don't have to. Anyway , thanks Abang & Ravina for the consolation . You guys are really great . Abang , you were there when I need someone to talk to. Thanks a lot and you too Ravina . I actually tried to keep this from everyone but somehow , I really can't stand it this time. You don't know how I felt , I was really hurt because of many things that have been happening to me nowadays. I really can't bear the pain therefore I decided to ask for help . Again , thank you . I know , I may be a pain in the ass at times but everyone makes mistake & I admit I do make mistakes. Maybe all this things happened on the wrong time , the time when I really feel frustrated with my life and suddenly this happened , of course it will hurt me so much. I hope after what I've said just now , you guys don't take it to heart as that is what I feel for all this while. Now that you already know so let's change for the better . Maybe like what abang said , maybe its because of my action that make you guys treat me this way . ( Something like that laa kan abang ? haha ) Maybe I' am to sensitive this time , maybe because I've bottle up this thing for far too long till I , myself can't bear the pain and I've to let it out today . I' am really sorry and all you need to know is I love each and everyone of you ! I truly am . So I guess that's my post for today . I've got to go ! Bye ~