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Thursday, May 21, 2009

Hello .. I just don't understand why some people are against me .. What the hell did I do to you ? I don't fight with people , I don't stare at them in school ( in fact , people did that to me . ) , I didn't broke my promises .. Yes , I do make mistakes , I lied to my family when necessary , I asked my friends to shut their mouth when I had mood swings , sometimes I didn't hand up assignments on time ... But what the hell did I do to you till you treat me this way ? Why ? Ask yourself , what did Shahidah do to you ? I have enough of problems , education , personal , love life , family and now FRIENDSHIP .. Please laa , give me some happiness can or not ? I just can't accept it when YOU said , Or maybe, you should just go and get new friends. If you have any.. What are you trying to say ? I don't have any friends ? I only have issues with one people ... Tell me what for I find new friend ? I don't want to lose all my wonderful friends just because I got problem with this particular person .. Now tell me if I' am doing the wrong thing by saying this .. 

To Celestine and Deepak : Thanks a lot for being there when I need someone to talk to .. You guys really understand me when SOME PEOPLE just don't understand me at all .. I' am sure , you guys know how I felt right now to be treated like this .. You know how painful it is right ? I don't mind if people call me sensitive because this shows that I have heart and I do use my brain and heart to think about others feeling before I open my mouth . Right ? I' am not perfect , I do make mistakes . Hopefully , the both you willing to correct my mistakes and do forgive me if I've ever hurt your feeling .. I love the both of you and also my Memoory Family ..