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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

My Love & Soul . ^^

Hello :D Well my day was fine , I guess . School was fine . After self-study , I quickly rushed home as I wanted to watch Ellen Degeneres ( i got no idea hw they spell it ) . As soon as I reached the door steps . My sister took her own sweet time to open the door & I asked her to quickly open the door .

Mummy was like , " what happened ? " & I replied , " I want to watch Zac Efron !!" .

Mummy : " Where , Where ?" & I replied , " Tv laa .. "

I quickly rushed to my room and get my clothes & Grandmama was like , " why ? " & I replied , " I want to watch Zac Efron . " & she asked again , " where ?" & I said " tv laa .." & quickly rushed to the toilet . Zac Efron so hott .. Im so happy . Only god knows .

Apart from that , I know what I' am going to say after this is really wrong but I can't hide this anymore . Anyway , this is my blog after all . So yeaahhhh ... I think ... I' AM IN LOVE WITH HOTT GUY AGAIN ! urgh .. It's not easy for me . I tried not to love him but I really can't . Seeing him really brighten up my day , I just can't stop thinking about him . It seems so hard for me to get over you . Why is this thing happening to me ? I don't want to continue this but I really can't . I've tried so many ways but to get over you is not easy . Others may think this is easy but not for me. I really can't . I can really go crazy each time I see you . Close friends knows this . Yes , I do love Zac Efron ( no.1 fan & celebrity kind of love ) . I don't really care if Zac Efron were to marry Vanessa or who ever because I know , I won't get him . But you are the one that I love . You are the one that I treasure the most . You are the one that I care . I love you , I really do . I love to see you happy . Your presence really play a big part in my life . I love to see you , it really brighten up my day . I know I shouldn't say this because you're not mine but everyone will fall in love & I fell in love with you . As long as I don't disturb your relationship , i think it's not wrong to love you because it doesn't bother you . I fell in love with you the moment I saw your display picture . My heart says , " you're my love , you're my soul ." Right after that , you are the only one I love . Yes , I do admit , at some point of time , I do hate you & love someone else instead but the feeling was not so long . I fell in love with you again . My feeling come & go but my feelings for you has never fade .

I think I shall stop here & continue some other time because I' am hungry .. Anyway , my diary is running out of pages already & 75% of my posts are about Hott Guy & 20% of it are about Zac Efron . I have his ( ZAC EFRON ) picture in my diary & I won't let anyone to step or cross over my diary . haaha . Bye ~