♥ Shahidaaaah's

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Hello ! Like what others said , life is full of ups and down and my life is like a roller coaster ride. Nowadays , I always have the mixed feeling and AGAIN thanks to MrALLTIMELOSER. Who never fail to make me feel confused. Urgh . I swear I hate this feeling. Its so frustrating , I don't understand myself . I hate myself . Seriously. Homeworks are pilling up and I so hate this. Sometimes , I don't understand teachers . Why must you give us so many homeworks? I know , its for our own good but if you give us alot of homework , we will not be able to finish up all of it and you will end up scolding us the next day and that takes up a lot of time . Okehh , what am I talking about ? Shahidah can't stop complaining. I so hate this feeling laa. Argh ! MrALLTIMELOSER ! You're driving me crazy ! I got no idea when will this shit end. Like what I told Sheqin just now , it seems like we are the only one who always think about them but they don't even think about us. Eww so heartless , super sickening. For once , let me feel happy and stop thinking about this and let YOU feel the pain. If that really happens, I guess you'll end up in Mental Hospital and Shahidah have to visit you at hospital , seeing you sitting by the window crying like one mad guy and shouting at yourself for being so ( i don't know what to say ). I know my post doesn't make sense , I ' am seriously having mixed feeling. I shall bid goodbye right now before I start talking nonsense.

I MISS YOU , I HATE YOU , I MISS YOU , I HATE YOU.

I' am really confused. Each time I think about you , I can feel the teddy bear running around and blur sotong butterfly flying around in my stomach ( Sheqin , kau ingat lagi? ) . You make me feel so stressed. My heart will start to beat like hell and my heart feels like popping out. I' am gonna stop this because the list will never end.

-IM OUT!-