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Friday, May 29, 2009

Well yesterday school was okehh .. Mr Brian brought us to Northland Primary School as they had post exams activities and I was in charge of soccer . I had to be the umpire for soccer . Tell me what kind of joke is this ? But it was okehh , kind of fun seeing the primary 5 students playing soccer .. They are so cute .. After that went back to school and went back home straight after that as I have to accompany uncle to hospital for his checkup. So it was okay actually ..

On the other hand , I just remove my tagboard because of something and I already explain everything to you . Right ?

Next , HOTT GUY ! YES , HOTT GUY ! This two word has been with me for the past 2 years . 2 YEARS and NOT 2 MONTHS .. I really love you and my feeling for you is still as strong as day one . The day when everything started , the day when I fell in love with you .. You mean so much to me , your presence really play a big part in my life . I' am not asking for anything else , just your presence can already make my day . You teach me the meaning of love , meaning of friendship .. You are one of the reasons why I' am happy to be in school , why I' am smiling , why I' am still standing strong .. I really love you , I don't wish to get over you . Yes , I did say a lot of times that i want to get over you because I have to .. But each time I said that , I always fail to do so because deep inside my heart , that's where you are .. My feeling for you is still very strong .. But this past few days , I don't know why , I suddenly feel like giving up , I feel like telling you the whole story .. But I' am not prepare to face the consequences .. So I have made up my mind , to force myself to get over you . I will try my best . I' am not going to confess to you because the answer will be No and Im not that type of girl . So I guess thats it . Nowadays your actions , my actions , in fact everything makes me feel very weird and I think I don't love you like how I used to anymore even if I still do , do you even care ? I don't think so . So it's better this way .. I'll leave you and thanks for all the memories . Maybe you have forgotten them but I'll never forget it . Never ever ..