♥ Shahidaaaah's

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Hello ! Firstly , Good morning lovelies .

Time : 8.24am .

So look at the time above ^^ . Still early lehh , what should I talk about ? Okeh I got an idea , yesterday family and that includes me watched Anugerah09 and I got no comment for the contestant , but I really salute them for having the courage to sing in front of thousands of people . Awesome right ? But I don't deny that I did have a great time laughing looking at their funny faces . Who doesn't ? Especially the part when some of them were singing during the audition and when they forgot the lyrics , they'll go " Piak ( hit the forehead ) and says Alamak ! " The facial expression is so rollicking and I can't stop laughing . But they are really awesome , I salute you ah ! - standing ovation . The important part was there's ALIFF AZIZ ! He's back in action ! He so HOTT ! AHHHHHAHHH!

On the other hand , today I decided to blog about hott guy which after this I won't be blogging about him anymore . H to the O to the T to the T to the G to the U to the Y to the !! I've been loving him wholeheartedly for the past 2 years and 3 months . He is so irresistible and so tempting . Some people did say that maybe I' am in love with his appearance only but that's partially true only . I repeat partially . Which girl on earth doesn't want a hott guy to be her boyfriend ? Maybe not hott but at least good-looking , I' am sure that is every girl's dream . But the most important thing is I' am in love with your heart . I've been in love with you since the first day I talk to you . My heart beat very fast the moment I saw your picture . HAHA ! If I know this thing will happen I shouldn't have fall in love with you . I shouldn't have listen to what you say last time . You know how hurt I feel when you left me just like that without giving me any valid reasons ? You know how hurtful it is ? It happen so sudden , you know how shocked I was when that thing happened ? But I thought you'll come back and hold on to your promises but you didn't . & I' am very foolish to believe you and still hold to my promises . Where did your promises go to ? Where ? You know how much I treasure you and love you ? But sadly , you didn't do the same thing to me . Your promises are just so useless . I want to continue this but I can't because if I continue this you'll know who I' am referring to . I' am not going to confess because that's not the right thing . You know how embarrassing it is for me ? Yes , I wanted to tell you everything last week but something made me changed my mind and now I've made up my mind , I' am not going to confess . I don't mind losing the chance rather than I feel embarrassed to face you after this after you said NO ! to me . HAHA . I'll try my very best to get over you and I'll try my best to ignore this feeling for you like how you ignore my feeling . I' am going to let go of you like how you let go of me . I' am going to break one of our promises like how you break it . I know breaking promises is really bad but you already did that so why can't I ? Thanks for all the memories that we've been through and thanks for everything . Maybe you've forgotten them but I'll never ever forget it . I'll never ever hate you , I promise so please don't hate me after this . I guess it's enough for today .

-IM OUT!-